Abandoned - a Joanne fanfic.

Chapter 1

*SMASH*
Dianne❤️: I run downstairs to find,yet again, another smashed bottle on the floor
Rina🍷:"DIANNE BUSWELL GET IN HERE NOW!"
Dianne❤️:I reluctantly enter the living room to see my mum spread out on the sofa. What's new? This has been my life since my dad left 3 years ago. Me and my dad were the only ones who see this side of her. She's a very high functioning alcoholic don't get me wrong, my little brothers had an okay life so far he hasn't seen her drunk yet. Lucky him.
Rina🍷: "TIDY THIS UP! HELP ME OUT FOR ONCE WONT YOU!"
Dianne❤️: "YEAH BECAUSE I NEVER HELP YOU!"I say rolling my eyes. I'm so fed up of this.
Rina🍷: "YOU STILL HAVE TO MAKE UP FOR EVERYTHING YOUVE PUT THIS FAMILY THROUGH"
Dianne❤️: "OH YEAH LIKE WHAT"
Rina🍷:"LIKE YOUR DAD LEAVING YOU IDIOT!"
Dianne❤️: this hit me hard. Every single time. My dad never told anyone why he left, I mean I think we all know in the back of our minds but no one would ever say anything.
Rina🍷: "YOU DESTROYED ME! YOU DESTROYED THIS FAMILY!"
Dianne❤️: I was so done with this why me. Why did I have to have the messed up family, I just listened on as my mum screams and shouts most of it inaudible she is drunk after All just stood there staring. Not saying a word.
Rina🍷:"WHY ARE YOU STILL HERE!JUST STOOD THERE! ACTUALLY DO SOMETHING SILLY GIRL."
Dianne❤️: I could feel my eyes fill up with water and my vision begin to go blurry. I Rush into the kitchen and grab the dustpan and brush from under the sink. I felt the warm tear slowly fall down my face. At this point I don't even bother to wipe it away. I'm used to it. Letting them fall onto the ground one after one. My dad used to wipe my fears for me. He was there day after day. Every time she let me down he was there. Then even he gave up. I Rush back into the room
Rina🍷: "WHY ARE YOU CRYING NOW DOES SOMEONE MISS THERE DADDY! WELL DONT WE ALL IF IT WASNT FOR YOU WE WOULDN'T BE IN THIS POSITION."
Dianne❤️:I quickly tidy
up the room and Rush back upstairs. Remembering to quickly check on AJ who's peacefully sleeping in his bed. I get undressed and hop into my bed to get an early night. I start a new school tomorrow, I was to rebellious at my last one. Fed up of home life. Fed up of school life. Fed up of everything. I was done. Then I remember AJ. Every time i mess up. He's alway at the front of my mind. he's the one person who I still truly love the only one who's there to give me a hug when I'm down despite only being 5 he's got a strong mind up there. I can never let him down again.
{A/N: hey so this is the first proper part! I hope you all enjoy it let me know what you think!}