Dianne❤️:this was the perfect evening. Joe💙:I could tell dianne was on edge the whole evening despite her loving the film and snacks, I assumed it was just what had happened today so I didn't think to question it. Dianne❤️:I was so desperate to tell joe what Mikey said but, maybe Mikey was right maybe joe only cared for me out of pity. As it was planned my phone begins to ping. I stare down at the notifications and my heart drops. He's doing it again.
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Dianne❤️:it was the last two that really hit home. No one cares about me. No one wants me here I mean I've made joes family look after 2 kids who they don't want. I pulled away from joes grasp and moved to the other side of the sofa. Joe💙:"what's up" Dianne❤️:"nothing I just don't feel well I wanted some space" this was of course a lie, I couldn't tell him how I felt. Joe💙:"oh okay we can go up to bed if you want, this is rubbish" we had finished watching the film and were just watching whatever came on the telly Dianne❤️:"yeah okay, I need some sleep" Joe💙:we went upstairs di quickly checked on AJ while Joe got into bed. Dianne❤️: joe fell asleep almost immediately. I couldn't sleep. All these thoughts going around and around in my head. I got up and went to get a glass of water, I wanted the pain to be gone. As I opened the fridge, right in-front of me was a bottle of wine and beers, NO DIANNE your not your mum. They looked so tempting, just for tonight, just to take away all the pain. I reached into the cupboard for a glass and poured a vast amount of wine, I downed it in one. DIANNE what had you done. Like mother like daughter I suppose. I ran straight up to the bathroom and threw up all over the toilet. As I was looking for towels to clean it up something stuck out at me, a razor on the side. It was unused. I sunk to the floor and placed the sharp blade against my pale skin as I slowly pierced it. I felt the sharp pain shoot up my arm as I continued making cuts along my skin. Tears began pouring from my eyes. This was what I deserved. My eyes went blurry then slowly turned to black. Suddenly the noise disappeared. Silence.
{A/N: sorry this is such a short part! It's an interesting one though. I'm thinking of writing a sequel however I'm struggling for ideas so I need your help! Either comment on here or message me an idea for a sequel! And I'll hopefully pick someone's idea!}
