Secret Love (Rye Beaumont FF)

Chapter 19

Megan's pov:

Megan:" I was shocked. I didn't say a word. It was so embarrassing."

I spoke looking at her brown eyes.
Then nat answered.

Natalie:" I can't believe it actually happened. And what did he do?"

Megan:" he followed her. I mean, I can't really blame him. I would have done the same. It's just that I felt so... I don't know how I felt. It was strange but when I got home I felt a bit better."

I admitted more to myself than to nat.
I analyzed carefully what happened yesterday and how I felt.
Although it was hard I understood all the different feelings I felt.

Natalie :" better? Why? "

Megan:" yes, it felt like a weight was lifted off my chest. I mean he would have never told her but now. He is free."

I realized it just now and I do think he's single, mostly because Jessica's reaction was really... She was so upset but I'm not sure he would want to be with me. He might want some time and maybe he doesn't want me anymore. Maybe hell go back to her and he will break up with me defiantly and I won't see him ever again.

Natalie:" wow, my tiger is going to get what she wants."

She laughed and I faked to laugh along with her.
I am full of worries and I'm so scared but I don't want to let anyone see it.

Natalie :" now I should really go. I'll see you on Monday."

It's just six o'clock but she has a dinner with her boyfriend so she had to go.
I said bye to her and she left.
Then I went to my office got all my stuff and left without looking back once.
Its Friday and I don't want to see this office till Monday. I avoided Mr Smith the whole week. I don't think I'll be able to lie to him about the whole roadtrip project and what actually happened other than working with Blair and the boys.
He doesn't have to know for any reason. His he finds out he will... I don't know and I don't want to know.
I drove home and had a long, relaxing shower, during which I thought about this whole situation.
Two days ago Jessica found out about rye and I, on Monday we broke up and last Friday Andy found out.
Everything happened so quickly that I didn't have time to think about everything clearly.
In my head there's a lot of mess but I hope that at some point I'll be able to cler everything up.
Maybe is i call him and I talk to him it will help me.
I don't know if I should but I dialed his phone number on my phone and stared at it blankly, wondering about what he's thinking about right now.
Maybe he's doesn't want to see me.
Maybe he is with Jessica. Maybe she forgave him or maybe not. A voice spike in my head and tried to make me think about the best side of things but the voice full of bad thoughts was stronger.
Suddenly the door bell rang.
I looked up fem my phone and looked at the door and just as my brain connected to the real world, I got up and opened the door.

Megan:" Ryan, what are you... What are you doing here?"

I spoke looking at him.

Rye:" I want to talk."

I let him in and he sat on the sofa.
I closed the door behind me and stepped towards him but I didn't sit down.

Megan:" what do you want to talk about? "

I asked crossing my arms over my chest.

Rye:" I broke up with Jess, or at least she did, and I'm sorry for what happened. I wasn't expecting it and I. I'm sorry."

I didn't know what say I just stared in his eyes and I could tell he was telling the truth.
He got up and took my hands in his.
I looked down but he lifted my chin with two fingers and made me look in his eyes.

Rye:" I love you. "

Then he slowly started getting closer. then his lips met mine in a quick kiss.
His hands cupped my cheeks.

Megan:" I love you too."

I kissed him again and this time rye deepened the kiss, slipping his tongue in my mouth.
He pulled me closer and his arms wrapped around my waist while I gripped on his t-shirt.
His hands slid on the back of my thighs and with a swift move he lifted me off the floor.
I instinctively wrapped my legs around his torso.
Then he walked to my bedroom and laid me on the bed bevore taking off his clothes.
After that he got on me and kissed down my body.
He took off my top and my shorts leaving me in my underwear and bra.
He looked at me up and down.

Rye:" you are so beautiful."

Then his lips met mine again and in a few minutes all our clothes were on my bedroom floor.
With a quick move he entered me and started pushing in and out of me.
I gripped on his broad shoulders while he supported his weight on his arms.
My head fell back in pleasure as I reached my orgasm and he did the same after a few more thrusts.
Then he laid next to me and I rested my head on his bare chest.
He stroked my hair gently as I listened to his breathing.
I'm too scared that if I talk I'll lose him but I have to ask this.
I need some certainty in my life.

Megan:" rye, what are we?"

I looked up at him and he stared in my eyes.

Rye:" we can be whatever you need. I'm here for you."

I don't know why but that answer didn't give me certainty. That answering wasn't enough satisfying.

Megan:" will we a public couple? "

I asked stupidly but for me it's not obvious. He's a public character and still no one has known about our relationship.
He hesitated before answering but something left his lips.

Rye:" I think we should wait a bit."

A/N
New turn out in the relationship.
What will Megan answer?
Let me know what you think in the comments.
Thanks for reading
~aurora