surviving the storm

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You are
fear
anger
love
infused
into a person
You are the
anxiety
hurt
joy
confusion
in human form.
that is what you are.
you are the pain in my chest when I'm wheezing for air, the moist feeling between my legs as I'm about to come from screaming your name, the violent thoughts in my mind as the sun hits dusk and I'm alone in my room 3 am at night, the anger that wires my neck as I'm about to scream and let everything out, haven and hell is a place on earth with you.
My condolences of those screams cry and hurt you made me feel.

- I thought he could save me