surviving the storm

inner thoughts pt.1

As I started growing older, I never really cared to notice how hard relationships can be. I tend to forget as individuals we all have different mindsets, likes or dislike ideologies and whatever else applies. It's as if we were meant to be born different, we all were made to serve a different purpose whether it's good or bad. But imagine two minds clashing in one soul. We call that a relationship. It's two people coming together as one, or maybe three, etc if you're not monogamous. It's as if two worlds are clashing forming into one. Maybe that's why they're so hard sometimes. Sometimes you carry too much of something or maybe you won't give enough. Love is a dangerous thing, it has the ability to repair and destroy. It has to do with commitment and ready to abide by someone's wants and needs. Also, making sure they are feeling eating and doing well. It's about not only caring about yourself but caring for someone else other than you. Someone that's not your blood and which you happen to meet. It can feel like a weight on your shoulders. Relationships can be gentle as well as rough. I understand why they say we shouldn't start too early because it's a lot to handle. It can literally drain you to lower depths and ruin you. Getting to know a person in and out, is more sensual than just staring at someone bare. You get to see the ugly the pretty the violent the peace in someone. You enter their mind, one of the most dangerous places people can have and it's as if you're offering your souls to someone and they give yours.
In conclusion, relationships are difficult.