Ever since, New York [h.s] AU

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My phone vibrates and when I check the time, it is 2 in the morning. I look beside me to see Ethan shirtless and asleep making me silence my phone and look at the text from Harry.

We haven't talked as much, since the day I found out about his wedding I would say, all he said was a simple thanks and that was enough for my pride to kick in and say he didn't want to talk to me.

I miss you.

I quickly muster up a text to reply.

Sure seems like it. Best friend.

I know we haven't talked as much nor have I visited you, but I really need a friend.

Maybe it was the years of knowing him, but when he types without emojis there's usually something going on.

Do you think you can come down?

I can't. I'm booked all month.

This was really annoying me, but I knew I couldn't say much since this was his job.

I would honestly love to talk Harry, but you haven't come to visit on your days off because you're always with your fiancé. I don't mean to sound like I'm jealous, but it's the truth. Besides, I have work in the morning.

He sees the message and the typing bubbles show up twice before minutes pass and I take it as he just left me on read and is probably not going to talk to me anymore.

I thought this might've been the chance to tell him that I got engaged 4 months ago, but I guess that opportunity went down the drain. I didn't mean to lash out on him, I really didn't but the fact that he spends so much time away with celebrities and his skinny model girlfriend all the time, it gets annoying at some point.

I am proud of him, but of his success not of his actions.