Change On Me

Can't Make This Up

Gio, Syd, and I were currently making plans to have a party tonight, considering my mom will be at her boyfriend's house for the whole weekend since she doesn't have work. This was not the first party I threw at my place. You know, having this place to myself most of the time has it's benefits.

"We can charge people $10 to get in the door." Syd said.

"Yea, and we can use your loud ass speaker for music" Gio stated.

Everything was falling into place for our little kickback party. We had music, Gio and Sydni said they will pay for food and drinks, plus I know exactly who I'm gonna invite so there is no bullshit or drama.

"Ok, well let's go get the stuff so we can start this party." I told them.

We walked to Giovanni's car and I hopped in the back. We rode to a local pizza spot and got hella wings and pizza. We drove to Walmart to get drinks and other necessities, then to the store Syd's cousin Blaze worked at to hook us up with tons of liquor for the low.
We pretty much had everything we needed for the kickback.

As we made our way back, I noticed it was around 4:40. I decided to take my shower and get ready. I told Syd she could use my bathroom while I went to my mama's en-suite. We came out about the same time preparing to get dressed. I decided to wear a tight fitting tie-die Fashion Nova mini dress with some cute simple white sandals.

Syd brought an outfit with her in her school bag, and decided on wearing a blush pink colored one-piece romper with nude heels. I looked at her as she did her finishing touches, mentally approving her outfit selection.
After we were finished getting dressed. Gio came back to the house with multiple people following him into the apartment. I collected the $10 entrance fee from everyone, putting it in my fanny pack around my waist.
I decided to put on some music in the living room. So I went to go get my speaker. Strolling to my music app and going to my 'bangers' playlist 'What I did' by Yella Beezy started to fill the small apartment as people began to yell "ayyeee" and dance to the song.
I went to mingle with some people, letting them know we had pizza and wings in the kitchen and also drinks and liquor available. I looked around and saw everyone enjoying themselves.
Gio was on the couch with a few of his homeboys smoking. I decided to be petty, so I went and sat on his lap taking the blunt from him and taking a few hits and doing a french inhale. I passed the blunt to his friend sitting beside him, named Ace. He was pretty cute, no lie. I sat there smoking and conversing with the boys before I got up to go find Syd. I couldn't find her so I decided to check my room.
I went to open my door and what I saw completely blew my high.

Syd was butt naked riding Marlon in my bed as he slapped her on the ass. I couldn't believe she was in bed with him already. She could have at least fucked him in the bathroom, not my damn bed.

"What the HELL is going on between the sheets in my home!"
I yelled catching their attention.

Syd quickly hopped off Marlon, apologizing to me saying they got carried away. She quickly put back on her body suit and Marlon put his clothes on too, leaving out the room. He looked back at me and apologized.
I rolled my eyes and threw the covers and sheets off my bed, going to put it in the laundry closet to wash later. I went back to join the party making my way to the kitchen to get a drink. I poured myself a few shots of Henny straight to forget what I had just witnessed in my bedroom.
I felt a hand snake around my waist and turned to see a old friend of mine smiling in my face. His name was Dray. He was a beautiful chocolate god, with the most perfect white smile. He dressed simply in a black sweatshirt that had a girl rolling a blunt on the front of it and black fitted jeans, with black timbs to match. He looked at me biting his lip before he asked me to dance with him.
Feeling the liquid courage, I decided to say yes and headed to the dance floor which was the middle of the living room. I twerked and danced with him to M.A.T.A by Kevin Gates. I danced with him for a few songs until I got tired.

"Imma go get some more to drink" I told Dray, barely able to keep my balance.

He decided to join me in the kitchen. I sat up on the counter watching him make his drink. He poured a cup of sprite and 1800.

"Can you make me a drink, please?" I asked him

"Yea. What you want lil baby?"

The way he said 'bay-beh' almost made me fall off the counter. Dray was from Louisiana, so he had a bit of an accent.

"Henny." I replied, internally biting my lip.

He poured the Hennessy in a cup, giving me way more than I needed. But I accepted anyways. I jumped off the counter and downed my drink. Feeling the effects immediately, I tilted my head back looking up at the ceiling then closing my eyes.
I felt a pair of lips on my neck and opened my eyes to see Dray sucking and kissing on me. Enjoying the feeling, I decided to stay in my spot. When he finished he asked if there was somewhere more private we can go.

I lead him to my room. After I clumsily put sheets on my bed, we sat down and talked. He told me his plans after graduation and what college he wanted to go to. I nodded my head, thinking how bad I wanted him. He'd been a crush of mine since middle school.
He asked what did I have planned after graduation, and I told him I planned on taking some time off before I went to college. I wanted to get a job and help my mom out. I told him how hard it has been and how I wanted my mom to be able to relax more. He said that I was very considerate and caring and he liked that.
There was a comfortable silence as we both just stared into each others eyes. He slowly leaned into me and I closed my eyes, accepting his kiss. We kissed for what felt like hours, him wrestling for dominance and me doing the same thing.
He caressed my body roughly as we kissed, rubbing my sides down to my hips and thighs and inching closer and closer to my center. He pulled me on top of him to straddle him as we continued to make out sloppily. I felt a fire in the pit of my stomach from his kisses.. or was it the alcohol?
I quickly got up, feeling nauseous and running for my bathroom to empty my stomach.
I felt pretty fucked up so I just sat there, until I heard someone open the door. To my surprise it was Gio. He was red in the face and staring at me intently. He hated when I got sloppy drunk.

"Why you looking at me like that bro?" I slurred.

He didn't say anything, just shook his head and helped me up. He took me back into my room and I laid down, instantly falling asleep.
He walked out and closed the door behind him. When I woke up, it was near 5am. The house was clean, and everyone was gone. I grabbed my phone out of my bra, which was dead as fuck. I put it on charge and turned on my side to see Sydni laid next to me sleep. I got up and went into the bathroom to get medicine for this dumb ass hangover I currently have.
I grabbed a few Advil and downed them, cupping my hands under the sink I drank the water quickly and wiped the excess water on my face. I did my hygiene and decided to go check on Syd and Gio. Gio was on my floor asleep on a pallet. When I walked in he looked up at me and shook his head.

What the fuck is his problem? I thought.

I shook it off and just decided to go in the living room to watch TV. I grabbed my phone and charger heading that way. When my phone powered back on, I had a text from Dray.

Dray Dray 🍫😈
You can't hang with the big dogs huh lil baby? Lol 😂
Received 1:23am
To: Dray Dray 🍫😈
Hennything was not possible 🤦🏾‍♀️
Sent 5:55am

Locking my phone, I continued watching TV while waiting for my friends to wake up so we can go do something for the day.

Sydni