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just some poems I wrote when I'm feeling low or in a dark place, my poems help me cope with my depression and other mental problems it also helps me from going all the way down in my dark times. these poems are dark, depressing and some have suici...

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by Skellington_girl95

by Skellington_girl95

I wish I could go back to that happy little six year old girl before her world came crashing down.

I'd tell her that it's okay to be scared, and that she doesn't have to pretend she's not afraid to lose her father.

I wish I could go back to that 15 year old girl who kept her opinions and thoughts to herself afraid to upset everyone.

I'd tell her that it doesn't make her a bad person for wanted to speak her mind and opinions.

I wish I could go back to that 17 year old girl who felt empty and alone as she held the blade tight in her hands and began making lines in her legs.

I'd tell her that she might feel broken and alone but she truly is not.

I wish I could go back to that 18 year old girl as she walks out the door gun in hand ready to end it all.

I'd tell her that this simple action will eat at her more then anything else she's done to herself.

If I could go back would I stop it all from happening?

No, I wouldn't.

I might regret all I've done to myself over the years.

But It made me stronger.

And in the end it made me the person I am today.

Because of those actions I am a fighting.

And I will continue to fight and help others like me.