Still Here

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Even with all the voices in my head.

I'm still here.

Even with all the horrible thoughts going around my head.

I'm still here.

Even with the darkness slowly starting to surround me again.

I'm still here.

Even with all your patronizing comments.

I'm still here.

Even though I want to give up.

I'm still here.

Even with life constantly kicking me down.

I'm still here.

Even with my demons whispering in my ear.

I'm still here.

Even though I don't believe I'm worth it.

I'm still here.

No matter what anyone throws at me.

I'll still be here.

Because I won't leave here.

Till I say so.

A/N today February 13th marks seven years since my attempted suicide, it's been a very long and hard road to get to this point. And even though I'm disappointed in myself for trying to end my life, it actually ended up helping me become the person I wanted to be. Because of all I went through with trying to be someone everyone wanted to see, I ended up losing myself in darkness. And even though I still deal with my darkness I've learnt how to deal with it better than when I was younger.
Thanks for ready, much love-skellington_girl95

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