'Till Death Do Us Part {Trilogy to TPL and LTF}

Chapter 19

Chapter 19

~ Nina ~

It was about 5 hours ago that Harry and I arrived at the hospital, 4 hours ago that Liam, Louis, and Zayn got here.

I've been pacing back in forth in the waiting room for about 20 minutes, just so anxious about Niall.

He needs to be okay, if he isn't, he wouldn't be the only one.

Niall is the one who really makes me strong.

He's the reason I'm here today and not 6 feet in the ground.

Like, he's my life support machine.

When that fails and stops working, the person passes.

I mean, I don't know if I could explain it any better.

"Hey, it's going to be okay. Niall's strong, he's gotten through it before." Louis tried to comfort me, noticing my nervous gestures.

"But twice? Louis, he was dead. He's so weak and I'm scared he's not going to be okay." I explained.

"Don't think about negative things. You're only going to hurt yourself by doing that. Just calm down a little. He'll be okay." Harry said.

"Calm down? Calm down?! Harry, that's my husband! He's almost died multiple times because of me and I'm supposed to 'calm down'?!" I yelled, not too loud to cause a scene, but enough to make a point.

The tears were full blown flowing down my cheeks now.

"Nina-"

"No! He's fighting for his life again because of me. You have no idea how I feel right now. I thought all the pain in my life was over but this is the worst it's ever been. It's killing me to know Niall is hurt because of me. I'm scared, okay? Don't you realize by now that if something happens to Niall, the same thing practically happens to me? I just- I can't function right without him. I'm sorry if I'm overreacting about this but I'm scared and angry. I don't know if I'm more angry at Nick for having something to do with this, or myself for dragging Niall into this, even you guys. I just- I'm sorry."

I was a mess, I was embarrassed.

All the guys were staring at me with a sad look on their faces.

"I'm so sorry." I cried.

"Nina-"

"I just need to go." I interrupted Louis for the second time. "I'm sorry."

"Nina, wait!" Louis called out to me.

He went to go grab me but I ran away before he could reach me.

I could hear him running after so I only ran faster.

"Nina Marie!" He yelled.

Ignoring him, I ran out of the hospital and tried to look where to run.

I just need to get away from everyone right now.

I can't be with them.

I just need Niall to tell me everything will be okay but he can't because he's hurt.

"Nina Marie Horan!"

I tried to run, anywhere at this point to just get away from him, but he got to me too quickly.

He wrapped his arms around me, pulling me back into him.

I tried to break out of his grasp but it wasn't going to work.

"Stop, stop, Nina." He told me.

I gave up, falling limp into his arms.

"Louis." I cried, turning to face him.