Skeletons

if i knew

You know I get so caught up
In my thoughts thinking about
The same thing, thinking about
The past over and over and over again

I keep trying to rethink everything that had happened
Trying to imagine what would have happened
If everything played out differently

What would have happened if I didn't just say hi
If instead, I had hugged him, if instead,
I pulled him in closely and lye my head on his chest...
but that never happened

And it won't happen, because I won't be able 
to see you again, but if I knew,
That it would be my last time,
I'd hold your hand, I would have took that chance,

I would have hugged you right when you 
Walked outside, and smile and look
Right into your eyes, if i knew it would be 
Our last time, I would have pulled you right away,
And made it clear as day that I wanted you,

Hell I would have been honored to,
I'd probably laugh at all of your jokes,
I wouldn't move away when you got too close,

Okay maybe I did kind of hope that,
You would have maybe just held my hand
But we were just friends...

If I knew I could have kissed you,
It would have been my greatest wish too,
I would have kissed you in front of 
All your friends, and then maybe snatch 
Your phone from out of your hands

I'd play around, probably jump on you
Till we hit the ground, or tickle you, 
Until you start to frown, if I knew 
That you wanted me to...

You wanted me to kiss you
More than one time because you
O didn't mind, I would have did that
But why didn't you?

Why didn't you kiss me too? 
Why didn't you hold my hand or 
Kiss me? maybe it was the same reason
That I didn't kiss you,

Well look at us now...
We never kissed, the chance was missed
And now I have to move on,
Because technically now you're gone,
He's not dead...

He just has a girlfriend.