Skeletons

suicide

People often ask me what it's like

To date a suicidal guy

Is it a roller coaster ride?

Have you screaming out your lungs

Till you can't breathe

Then next, your smiling

Cause you're so damn happy

Is it like watching a horror story?

But instead that shit is in 4D

Feel him breathing on your neck

Got goose bumps from

These thoughts

Does he have you on the edge

Of your seat?

Does he give you that

Spine tingling feeling?

Trickling down your back

That feeling must be bad

Oh I can't imagine that

And you can't

It feels like i'm in this dream

That I have no control over

And it feels like

There's this thing

That is always over my shoulder

That lingering feeling

That "what if"

And I swear to god

I was never good at acting

And I never thought to take part

In theater,

But if I ever found out that you

Had died

Its instant crying

No need to work up some time

And this thing called suicide

We joke and we make

Small comments about

How we want to kill ourselves

So many times

That I don't even know

What comment is real or which is a lie

But,

I take it into consideration

The small comments you