𝓝𝓬𝓽 𝓭𝓻𝓮𝓪𝓶 𝓮𝓲𝓰𝓱𝓽 𝓶𝓮𝓶𝓫𝓮𝓻

ǫᴜᴇsᴀᴅɪʟʟᴀs

Even after Johnny's talk, she still felt confused. But that was not the only thing, a new comeback was approaching soon. They were already learning the dance and the songs, plus they were still promoting go, at it was Mark's last comeback with them, so she was devastated about that.

It was about 8pm and they just came back from practice. They were all drained, but YunJae was hungry, so she went to the kitchen to make herself some quesadillas, since it was easiest dish to make.

She took out the tortilla and the cheese. She turned on the stove careful to not make disaster and she started making them.

She was lost in thought while making them. Everything that was going on, promotions, comeback, feelings... "damn, this is so hard..."
She whispered to herself. "I don't want Mark to leave..." she whispered again. She knew he would still promote the new comeback with them and he had about 8 months till he leaves, but she couldn't stop thinking about him leaving.

Slowly, her thought turned more sadder and her eyes started to water. It wasn't helping that the music that was playing was plainly sad.

"Um... Yun..? Are you okay?" Asked a sudden voice which she recognized as Renjun's. "Yes" she responded while flipping the quesadilla. "You sure...?" He asked. "No..." she said while letting the cheese melt. "Want to talk about it?" He offered. "Check there's no one around" she said. "Nope, it's only me and you, the rest are in their rooms and Mark and Haechan are with 127" he said. She nodded and started to rant.

"It's just... I'm getting a bit pressured, but that's no least important, I don't want Mark leaving..." she said. "And also... I'm kind of a feeling mess lately..." she whispered the last thing. "Oh, why is that? Maybe I can help" he said. "I don't know about that... but please promise not to tell anyone" she said. "Promise" he nodded. She extended her pinky and he took it with his.

"I like Donghyuck" she started. "Yeah I know that" he said. "But I feel weird about Chenle" she continued. "Okay that's new" "and someone I knew he liked me told me he loved me and I went all soft inside and I don't know how to feel about them" she said. "Is it Jaemin?" He asked. "Yes..." she murmured.

"The quesadillas are burning" said Renjun and YunJae quickly took them out from the pan. "You take one if you want" she offered. "Thanks" He said taking one.

"Everything will be sorted out, don't worry" he said smiling.

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This was pretty bad sorry