MY POETIC DIARY

DARK ANGELS LOVE

I Know He Loves Me
Dark Angel needs to forget me
he would come to me in darken dreams
just to make me scream
he would tell me he loves
But I say to him
If you love me then let me go
This pain of darkness I could live without
then his anger starts to get out of hand
making all kinds of commands
so I take my stand and I fight for the Light
for what is right in my own Life
that is when he said the old confusing words,
I love you more than you will ever know
this old life is nothing but a show
we looked at each other standing in the snow
sometime ago without control
But Dark Angel looked deep within my eyes
he could see he is no longer there,
But then he asks why are you so sad?
Why do you act as if you are mad?
If I am no longer with you in your heart
that is when I cried out saying
I feel you everywhere I go
I need you to let me go
because this is the end of your show,
I can feel his eyes on me as I walk away
in his Big old clouds of gray
I know he loves me
because he always tells me
But if he truly loved me
why does his love have to hurt so much?
He loves to play mind games
most of the time
just to keep anyone on his side
this darkness he knows is not the way to go
but he loves to control any souls
that is how his game rolls,
He tells me to look deep into his evil eyes
and I will find his darkness
the love he has for me
but all of this is nothing but darken dreams
even when it feels so real,
It's me he wants to take control
I was alone until I meet him
now all I do is cry
because all I want is him out of my life
I try so hard to forget him
but for some reason, I can't
like if he has a spell on me to keep me,
I could feel the change come over me
I ask God to please forgive me
Help me please get through this
Dark Angel, casting his darkness in my sleep
he is giving me he darken dreams
he is always moving like the sea around me
he changes like the season
among autumn leaves
where rose dust ashes are cast around
on dark wet grounds,
Darkness is all I can see
Why my poor heart bleeds out on the sea
my body is going numb
while life is being sucked out of me
My winter is always colder
but I do stand up bolder
my summers are all gone
like an old sad song,
I know he loves me
because he always tells me
When he takes hold of my arms
and squeeze them very painfully
just to make me cry
he loves to bite my lips
just to make me scream,
When he is through with me
he tells me over and over
how much he needs me
how much he loves me
more then I will ever know
This I do know
Oh, how my world has grown cold,
I see him wherever I go
his words are like a mystery song
it will be written in history
for all to read about the darkness
he given to me in darken dreams
Will anyone ever miss me?
while yesterdays are moved along
will anyone remember me?
I cried today but I keep a smile on my face,
I don't know if he is happy or is he made
I don't know if he is fake smiling me
he had taken away all my happiness from me
he gave me all his loneliness
he gave me love to make my life worth while
only just for a little while
he can play his games on me
he takes my hand and gave me a spend
and said the words to me
I love you more then you will ever know
I know he loves me because he told me so,
Do you see all the things he has given me
Look in my eyes and I will tell you my story
I know he loves me
because he told me I am his world.

- Judy Emery © 1985The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery.