My words come alive whenever you read
what I write that I bleed
your eyes don't see but your mind will
start to dream about me while you sleep
You will feel my pains
and the darkness that is eating upon my soul
my life is deadly and cold
you think you know me and in time you may
the more you read you will start to bleed
you will start to cry in true agony
you will see the one who haunts me
but never become a fool by the lies
that Dark Angel holds in his eyes
his words are powerful like poison
he will bite into you like a snake
and leave you out to die
he will blame you and shame you
night and day
deprive you of your faith
So, be where of what you read
My words come alive and will give you bad dreams,
Deep inside my mind are many doors
Many rooms to hide
My words are written in blood on those empty cold walls
I'm dying yet alive
I'm lost praying to be found by true love
My heart is always bleeding
I'm always crying because of the screaming
You think you know me but you don't
You want to get close to me
But you are safer by staying away
you don't see me while I'm bleeding out into the sea
Of darken dreams, but you keep reading my words
They are powerful and they hurt
I may act as if I am happy with a smile upon my face
But I am broken
and the tears I cry are dried up
But my moans are still there
My heart is in so much pain
My body feels it's on its last days
Throughout my body are marks
You could never see them but they are there
Life was never fare
Behind those cold empty walls are the screams
of the insane that are lost and in deep pains
Oh, the hurts and the burns
the cuts upon the guts
Where loneliness made its bed
The tears fall hard in the silence of my pains
Where it rains, I dance and I scream
But no one could ever see me or hear me
But they do read my painful words
Words that will leave you wounded
In deep despair, where no one cares
About what it is you feel
A place where you could never find peace
Too late for repentance all you have is dirty deeds
That will always make you bleed
Hardship is always knocking at the door
Hello heartbreak that is always under attack
Where you're always looking back
Where sadness, suffering, seduced more sorrow
I'm broken this anyone can see
All the pieces are written in my words that bleed
Nobody can fix me or take my pains away
There is no cure or a key to set me free from he
The one who haunts me night and day
I dance alone in a room so cold
Praying one-day true love will find me
So, I keep a candle lite next to my bedroom window
Hoping one day he will come and set me free
He is the one who holds that key
No other will be able to do such a thing
I have no friend that is true
But I have enemies everywhere I look
Loneliness is a sad state of mind
But it is my only company
My solitude I write down in my own bloodstain ink
Just for the whole world to read about me.
-Judy Emery © 1985The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery.
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MY POETIC DIARY
PoesíaThis book is for the ones who had a big imagination, where you can imagine what it is you read, the good and the bad, well the poem that I have put in this book has a lot of mixed poems of long ago and the now.
