He loved me for a while
why he was still with me-
the mornings seemed gentle when I was with him.
But, Just know this! I didn't love him more,
It was just his old fashion way that got to me,
that seemed to make me crazy,
that made things somewhat hazy.
It was as I could see the sunshine in his eyes
like it was art from far-
that touched my heart
in a way, I didn't understand.
Who would had known this love
would get so far out of hand,
yet, no one would have understood
what it was truly all about.
Who would had ever thought
this life that he and I lived
would have made who we are today,
Somewhere in that time, he made my heart fly
leaving me with butterflies.
I always wanted us to have more patients
in what we had, to let our love grow wings
and fly on high like the doves in the sky,
Yet, that isn't how our love ended,
our how our story has been written.
We held passion and heated up lust
that I once thought was love,
This so-called love had left me bare
he never played far-
yet, I don't think we both really cared
what it was we shared.
This passion ran wild -
like a fire that was getting out of control.
Soon things got so heated up
we lost the sight of us,
I was too young to understand
the game he was playing,
all I know was this thing we had was getting too deep
he left me feeling so weak.
He had taken so much out of me
But when we were together- our passion was too strong
The desire we felt was like no other I had ever known
this was the love he has shown.
When we made love, it showed our wild side
that made wildfires in each other's eyes,
But, what I didn't know
it was all a show.
It was his plane of a love and hate game.
-Judy Emery © 1983The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery.
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PoesíaThis book is for the ones who had a big imagination, where you can imagine what it is you read, the good and the bad, well the poem that I have put in this book has a lot of mixed poems of long ago and the now.
