Waking up to reality can make you feel stupid at times,
when all your life, all you have known was dark.
that toxic the mind, all those long games of life
that others told to mislead with their kindness.
They would use words that created a beautiful story,
the people you thought that truly cared about you just wanted to hurt you. But, you chose not to believe what you have learned. so, you stayed in the long games of the lies.
Because you are afraid of the truth because it will
make you confused, feeling more lost than you already are.
So, you stay in a world of darkness because it is all you know,
the uncaring people, that is taken all your power.
They are slowly taken your life, leaving you in an ill state of mind. they will make a statement of love they will even try to validate it, but, deep down you know the truth,
it feels like an iron fist punched you deep in the heart.
In the silence of the night, you find your self in tears
holding so much fear. Crying an asking God what you must do,
looking for answers that are already with you.
this is the dangerous time when true reality kicks in,
you will feel very lost like there is no way out of this nightmare.
A nightmare that feels it has no end, every time you go to sleep
you find yourself in a bad dream, where the old familiar voices
that keep on manipulating you. Playing mental head games
to keep you so confused about your life. where the aggressiveness
and the passiveness tun your heart to stone.
This toxic evilness, that keeps knocking you down to the floor,
that is striving to dominate over your life. where your emotions
are so upside down. Well, if you understand this, then you COMPREHEND then you will understand all the pains that I have written down in my own bloodstain ink.
- Judy Emery © 2014
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery
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MY POETIC DIARY
PoesíaThis book is for the ones who had a big imagination, where you can imagine what it is you read, the good and the bad, well the poem that I have put in this book has a lot of mixed poems of long ago and the now.
