A/N: I’m going to try and be better with my updating. It’s hard because my school sucks with homework. Sorry. Hope you enjoy this, it’s probably gonna suck.
Chapter 13: Have You Seen His Ass?
Ashton’s POV
I lay down on the couch, curled into Luke’s chest. He messed with my long fingers and I watched them intently. Our hands danced with each other, fingers entwining, palms touching lightly. It’s the slight touches and bumps that make my heart race; that makes my breathing difficult. And it’s the soft breathing in my ear that sends goose bumps down my spine; that makes my heart stop completely. Never did I think I would find the person that made me feel all of this, but yet, here he is. Luke is the man that fell in love with a beast.
“If you two don’t stop being so adorable, I’m just going to end up dying a little bit.” Jesy laughed. “Being single sucks when you are friends with the cutest couples on the planet.” Luke let out a soft chuckle, the noise making my heart tingle. I smile at the sound, and watch as Calum and Michael fall into the room, not too gracefully. I laughed as Calum fell at the opposite end of the couch.
“Do you guyssss rememer when you sssaww my assssss?” Calum slurred sloppily. I gaped, trying to hide the blush swarming my face.
“Um, what?” Luke straightened up some. Michael was laying on the floor, cackling at his phone while everybody else socialized.
“Whats so funny Mikey?” I tried to change the subject before anything else happened. He kept laughing, but was able to crawl over to me. I sat up from where I laid on Luke’s chest, and looked at the screen. “Snapchat?” he nodded before selecting a video. I watched it, before screaming and turning away abruptly.
“What was it?” Luke looked at me concerned.
“It was Calum’s dick!” I shrieked before running into the kitchen. All I hear from the living room is giggles. “Sicko’s!” I yell. “You guys are horrible. I hate you all.” I pouted grabbing a beer from the fridge. I grumpily walked back into the living room, a bright blush on Calum and Luke’s face.
“I hope you know, I would prefer the only private part my boyfriend see’s is mine.” Luke announced. I smiled and shook my head.
“I would like to keep it that way as well.” I kissed him and plopped down in his lap.
“Couples, couples everywhere!” Jesy groaned. Luke laughed before turning me to face him.
“You saw Calum’s ass? And dick? Busy day.” He chuckled. I felt my skin heat up. I buried my face into Luke’s shoulder trying to hide my embarrassment. I sat up and looked at Luke with confusion.
“Wait, you aren’t mad?” I asked quietly. Luke shrugged and puckered his lips some, making his lip ring flash in the lighting.
“I dunno, I guess I don’t care much anymore.” Luke smiled at me. “I already know I have you, that makes me pretty damn happy.” I smiled at my sappy boyfriend, and rolled my eyes some.
“You’re such a romantic, aren’t you?” I pecked him on the lips. Out of the corner of my eyes, I thought I saw Mikey flinch. It was probably nothing. Louis waltzed into the room, Harry giggling happily behind him. They both had crumbs on their lips, and smudged chocolate on their cheeks.
“Who wants brownies?” Louis coughed out. Harry cackled behind him and had to sit down. “Ashhh, you’re sooooo funny, have a brownie?” I laughed.
“Um, no. Not again.” Luke answered for me. “But I’ll have a piece!” my jaw dropped as Luke grabbed a brownie and took a giant bite.
“Lucas Robert Hemmings!” I scolded.
“How do you know my full name?” Luke tilted his head to the side wonderingly.
“Liz is very polite and told me all. Even things I don’t think I ever would want to know.” I giggled. Luke groaned loudly.
“Dammit mum.” I giggled again, my laugh accompanied by others.
“Your middle name is Robert?” Michael laughed, his whole body shaking. “That’s something I’m going to need to remember.” He winked at Luke. Did he just wink? I thought to myself. What the hell?
*A little bit of time later*
“When we both fall asleep, underneath the same sky, to the beat of our hearts at the same time, so close but so far away.” Luke sang from the top of the coffee table.
“How do you know that song?” I asked him, a blush rising on my cheeks.
“I went through your stuff, duh!” Luke laughed loudly. “Get up here with me!” Luke grabs my arm and drags me next to him. “He sleeps alone, my heart wants to come home. I wish I was, I wish I was, beside you.” I duck my head to hide my now prominent blush. “Why so red love?” Luke asked me, playing with my dimples.
“You're singing my song, my song for you.” I say softly. Luke grinned at me. He stooped down to kiss me, sweetly and softly. We pulled back for air, now both of our faces red. “What did I ever do to deserve you?” I asked as we got down from the table.
“You were more perfect than I.” Luke kissed me again. We plopped down on the couch, trying not to devour each other in affection.
“Hey, keep the PDA to a minimum!” Calum laughed stiffly. We turned to look at the moderately happy couple, only to see a scowl on both Michael and Cal’s faces.
“Sorry guys.” I said sheepishly. I turned to Luke, a devious smile on my face. “Should we go upstairs?” Luke nodded hungrily.
“Can we take a brownie for the road?” he asked me, his inner stoner peeking through.
“Trust me,” I leaned in so my lips touched Luke’s ear. “You won’t have any time to eat.” Luke’s eyes widened as I sat back.
“Fuckthisshit.” I heard Mikey grumble before he stomped into the kitchen. Luke didn’t seem to notice as he dragged me up the stairs. We went into a spare bedroom that had been beautifully deemed the shag shack. Luke smiled as he pushed me down onto the bed.
“Give me the greenlight, we could have all night.” Luke sang as he peppered kisses on my chest. Oh, this will be fun.
*Mikey’s POV*
I watched as Luke’s eyes widened at whatever scandalous thing Ashton had whispered into his ear. I’m so sick of all this. I thought to myself. I growled out something I didn’t understand, and stomped into the kitchen. I swung open the fridge and grabbed a beer, quickly opening it and chugging it. My ears burned with every giggle, my heart shattered with every shared word. Jealousy poured through every vein in me, burning almost as bad as it had with Calum.
“Babe, you okay?” I heard a soft voice ask me. I turned and saw Calum, and guilt overpowered all of the jealousy I felt. I nodded. Upstairs, the sound of wood hitting the wall made me flinch and my façade almost crack. With every loud moan, both Calum and I almost lost it.
“Wanna leave?” I asked him, my voice hoarse. Cal nodded vigorously. We bolted out the door, shouting our goodbyes over the loud grunts from the rabbits upstairs. We walked down the streets, thankful for the quiet.
“You okay?” Calum spoke up. I wasn’t even going to lie.
“Not at all.”
I am so horrible I'm sorry I love you all don’t spear me! I hope you like this even though it sucks. I might have another chapter up tomorrow if I'm lucky. –Corn <3
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FanfictionAshton Irwin deals with self harm, and extreme bullying from his former friend. Luke Hemmings finds the boy, and helps him through it. Calum Hood beats and verbally abuses Ashton, even though he loves him. Michael Clifford loves Calum and also beats...