A/N: so I am having writers block so I apologize if this sucks balls!!
Chapter 3: Flirty Pizza
Ashton’s POV
Luke and I both turned to see Calum and Michael smirking from the front of the room. “Please tell me they’re gonna go hump in a closet now.” Michael mock pleaded.
“What, and give you your free porno?” Luke spoke up. “We’re not that kind.” His hand went from where it was on the guitar strings to my knee causing my breath to hitch. Calum laughed, more like cackled, at Luke’s words.
“This guy is funny! Isn’t he funny, Mikey?” Calum asked his boy toy. Michael bopped his head while grinning. “Ya know, you would have made a great addition to our group Lukey.” Luke gave him a glare.
“Why? So I could watch you two hump in a closet?” Luke ricocheted. I nearly smirked. But I didn’t want Calum and Michael to see me happy. They would destroy it. My smile is something special. I only want Luke to see me smile.
“Wh-How-What do you mean?” Calum sputtered. Beside him Michael had gone white as a sheet. “W-W-We aren’t puffs like you two!” his voice rose. Calum started walking towards us, walking until he stood in front of me. “Remember Ashy,” Calum spoke softer so only Luke and I could hear. He leaned in, so close our lips were an inch apart, our eyes dug into each other’s. I gulped at the familiarity of having him close to me. “You may have dirt on us, but we have dirt on you.” He hissed before reaching for my arms.
“Don’t. You. Dare. Touch. Him.” Luke growled, the deepness of his voice sending chills through me.
Calum looked at Luke, but Luke’s glare never wavered. Calum’s hand went down and pulled my sleeves all the way up my elbows. I froze, looking down in horror at all of the cuts and scars on my arms. “Ash…” Luke whispered. I jumped up and shoved Calum a few feet away from me.
“You ruin everything in my life!” I screamed. “You bastard!” I swung my fist wildly, making contact with Calum’s face.
“Back the hell off of him!” I heard an angry voice scream. The next thing I knew I was being shoved roughly to the side. I flailed my arms through the air as I fell, my head making contact with the hard floor. Now I'm lying on the cold hard ground. I thought to myself. I could barely hear Michael’s muddled worrying over Calum. “Baby? Are you okay?”
“Ash! Ash can you hear me?” Luke’s angelic voice surrounded me. Through my blurred vision I could see his golden quiff and vibrant blue eyes. Those heavenly blue eyes were filled with worry.
“Is somebody making pizza? Cus I smell pizza.” I mumbled. Luke grinned at me, shaking his head.
“No pizza, but I’ll get you some. Don’t worry.” His lip caught my eye when he smiled, the way the light reflected off of it so softly. “You have some stuff you’ll need to tell me, you know that right?” I nodded grimly. “C’mon babe.” He said and helped me stand. Babe? I asked myself. It was just a slip up you idiot, the voice hissed at me. I listened to the voice.
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Love Me So I Can Live
Hayran KurguAshton Irwin deals with self harm, and extreme bullying from his former friend. Luke Hemmings finds the boy, and helps him through it. Calum Hood beats and verbally abuses Ashton, even though he loves him. Michael Clifford loves Calum and also beats...