Califournia Love

fears

"Andy, wake the hell up! I want to get moving!"

"Ugghhh what do you want?!" I exclaim as I pick my head up to look at Jesse who is standing at the edge of my bed already dressed in ripped black pants and a leather jacket.

"I want you go get up and get dressed so we can get down to the city!" He sits back down on his bed waiting for me to get dressed. I can feel his eyes staring at me so I decide to just get up. I am never going to hear the end of it if I mess up his schedule. I walk over to my suitcase and pick out high waisted leather shorts and a skull printed tank top. I hop in the bathroom and get ready. I leave my hair how it is and don't even bother putting on makeup. Surprisingly, I don't look half bad.

I step out of the bathroom and see that Jesse is nowhere to be found. He is so impatient sometimes, he is probably already down in the lobby. I grab my bag with my phone and make my way down. Just as I suspected, Jesse is sitting with his legs crossed on one of those couches by the front desk. He looks up from his phone and smiles.

"Took you long enough!" He comments.

"I'm sorry, I went as fast as I could. I didn't even put on makeup or do my hair. Just for you!" I start heading towards the automatic doors and he follows me out.

"Well, you look beautiful." He says behind me. I could feel my face turning red hot so I just put on my sunglasses and hope to God that he doesn't notice my blushing. It always embarrassed me when people commented on it.

I walk to the car and wait for Jesse to unlock it and I slide into the passengers seat. Jesse gets in the drivers seat and starts the car. He sat there for a minute staring at his hands on the steering wheel.

"Is everything okay?" I ask him. A few moments later he just replies

"Yeah. I just have alot on my mind." And he pulls away from the hotel.

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**jesses POV**

I could barely sleep last night. I kept waking up at random times and no matter how hard I tried, I could not fall back asleep. I got up hours before I woke Andy up and I didn't want to sit there anymore waiting. I look to my right and I see one of the most amazing girls I have seen in a really long time and I can't help but smile. All of a sudden I get this awful pain in the put of my stomach and I get a feeling of sadness. I don't know what that's all about but I do think it has something to do with Andy. I don't know what. Maybe I am going insane. Maybe I have a fear of something. Loosing her? Breaking her heart? Her breaking my heart? Whatever it is, I shouldn't think about it right now but for some God forsaken reason I can't stop the voices in my head. Its like they are trying to tell me something...Man, what kind of meds am I on?!