After the courtship

Sixteen

Chapter 16

Victor came and talk to the boys they told him everything that had happened from the time they were kidnapped till the time they were rescued. They had caught Bart and Lisa trying to leave mexico so they were arrested trying to flee the country they thanked Victor for all his helped they would be at the trial.

Jimmy and Ivy curled up together on the couch cuddling, Dean sat next to Cas and put his arm around him Cas got up,

"Hey" Dean said Cas went upstairs

"I got" Ivy said looking at Dean he nodded knowing Ivy would get through to him

Ivy followed Cas to his room

"I don't wanna talk Ivy"

"I wanna talk" she said turning it so it was on her and not him

"About what?'

"Jimmy" she said

"What about him?"

"He say he wanna get married today"

"What did you say?'

"I tell him no, he been through a lot and we should wait"

"That's good advice" Cas said not looking at her

"Cas look at me please" Ivy said softly

"I can't" he said

"Please"

He sighed and turned around eyes red rimmed and watery Ivy opened her arms

"I can't" Cas said

"You can, come here it's just me" she said holding her arms open

"I feel so...."

"Disgusting, dirty, like you don't deserve to be touched" Ivy said

Cas nodded

"What do you always tell me?"

"That you deserve to be touched" he said in a thick voice

"So do you" Ivy said stepping close

"Please don't, It's... " Cas said Ivy stopped an looked at him and gave him a half smile

"I let him do things Ivy, Dean he won't forgive me"

Ivy knew this feeling

"He will, he understand you better than you think" Ivy said sitting next to Cas on the bed

"I can't even look at him I'm so ashamed" Cas said wiping his eyes,

"I know how you feel" Ivy said

"Just you have to at least talk to Dean Like you always tell me"

"Ok I will talk to him" Cas said

"Could I have hug now?"

Cas smiled and gave he a hug.

Jimmy left for a bit much to Ivy's protest but he promised he wouldn't be gone long and he would take Pepper with him, she was known around town and welcomed everywhere being Ivy's companion animal

"Baby like hour ok, please give me and hour" Jimmy said

"One hour, you not back I'm coming to find you" Ivy said

"Ok, come Pep" Jimmy said leaving the house

"Ivy what happen to the fish?' Cas asked walking out of her room

"They die, Woke up and they dead I don't know Benny offer to get more but you get them for me and I wanna go with you to get new ones" she said

"Ivy I'm so sorry that happened"