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z e n i t h

z e n i t h
/ˈzēnəTH/
noun
the time at which something is most powerful or successful or the point in the sky or celestial sphere directly above an observer

i think
i see it now
sometime it's crazy how
you can point up to the sky
and dream about where to go
or what it's like
up there
maybe the moon would be lonely
or just really quiet
but i think for once
that silence comes here instead
when i use my hand
and point into the universe
and say that i'll go there
feeling high spirited
but still standing below there

i know
i remember learning about it
i remember thinking that it was so cool
but now
to go to the moon and back would be a beautiful adventure
but i think i've already been there
at that point where i pointed in the sky

maybe not physically
but i know i traveled deep down inside
things that were broken
are now fixed
the things that were stolen
are returned within
even if not physically
they beat and thump in my memory
and under my skin

even if not now, there was and is
in a different world
i am a different girl
over and over again
endless realities
are constantly grabbing at me
wanting to take hold of my world
and draw me in
even if
i am not sitting on the moon
i still have my zenith
pointing up
and within