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k i s s

k i s s
/kis/
verb
1.
touch with the lips as a sign of love, sexual desire, reverence, or greeting.

blackout in my front seat
it's the best song i've heard in a while
i met him
and he smiled
but he didn't know
that his words
were the soundtrack to my soul
i'm tripping
i'm dying
i'm so tired of crying
but it's okay
nobody hears me anyway
not even j
but i still let his music play
blackout in my front seat
it's the best song ever i think
i feel dead sometimes, but it's nice to know he gets me
he felt the same thing
i wonder when this whole life thing became so hard
i have nothing to worry about
everything is good
but i'm forever unsatisfied
with one thing
i can't control
this kind of sadness is addicting
it's never ending
i don't even want anything else
nothing compares
whew
my eyes burn
but that's the truth
but isn't it funny
with that much pride and ego
i bet you already knew

so let me go
let me become invisible to you
let me cry
just like i always do
that's what it feels like
every time

im exhausted
and
drunk on you
it's not the smartest time to drive
but this will have to do

with all of that pride
i bet you already knew

don't touch me
just let me fall through
let me
while blackout is in the front seat playing on repeat

let me fall through

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