AN Sorry

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I want to apologize for not updating at all recently. I am not going to lie, I have been going through a really bad patch recently as far as life goes. I had lost a lot of motivation as far as just getting out of bed most days, but I have been getting better recently through the help of music. Specifically, BTS ( I know it sounds generic and stupid, but their lyrics have hit me in a place I didn't know I had and helped me to feel better in a strange way.) I don't have many people around me that I can talk about this with, so I am going to go on a small rant that no one has to read or even acknowledge.

I am a person that likes to hole up and not let anyone see what I am going through ever because others have it worse and my problems aren't anything, right? That is how I have lived the majority of my life. But recently, I have started to realize that my feelings are valid. That just because I do have a pretty good life compared to some situations does not make me invalid. It does not mean that I can not feel things. I have opened up to some people that are closest to me and they were shocked to learn what I was feeling and they have been so supportive and understanding that it makes me wonder why I haven't talked to them before.

I hope none of you ever feel like this, and if you do, my DMs are always open. You are not alone and I would hate for anyone to ever feel that way.

I am sorry for this rant, but I felt like I needed to say this. I will try to update soon for anyone who is interested in this story. If anyone has a question on anything, feel free to comment or anything.


THANK YOU!!!!

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