The Bored Book

Me (No, Not the Taylor swift song. 56)

This is my entry for Weekly Wattpad contest 56 @Contests
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Hello You

I am Me

Let's get acquainted, shell we?

I am not a flower.

Not a pretty fragile thing.

I am a bud.

Born strong to hold the rain and keep in my pain.

I have not blossomed yet.

So i can't tell you how I'm me.

I'll sit around wondering for hours days and weeks.

But I'll never let a single thought leave me.

I can be obsessive, imperfect, and bossy.

Can you still love me?

I have flaws.

And i wear them like scars.

I know I'll never be a star.

But i never wanted to go that far.

I'm better were i am.

A sweet thought in your mind.

But don't focus on me too much.

You might go blind.

You see, there something dark inside me.

It loves horror, death, and the bed.

It begs me to put a bullet in my head and paint it all red.

But i am self control.

I'll never eat lead.

But It eats me up and swallows the blood.

Cause i am not a flower

I am a bud.

I don't like Twilight

But i read cause it was in the limelight

I tried BTS

But never like their BFS

I watched James Bond

But it burned my eyes so i just call it nice

I tried to be Someone.

And i just became Me.

And it burning me, burning me to know what I'll be.

I am Me

Not special

Not unique

Completely and utterly ordinary.

And that is real.

I am Me

A person you'll walk by across the street.

And I was never one to cry.

But now I'm covered in ugly grim.

I am Me

A sound soul walking down the road.

Not knowing where to go.

But knowing I'll never really have a home.

I am Me

And i think...

I am finally happy to be.

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I'm not even sure this follows the contest but i guess i tried, and thats all you can really do right? I know we're supposed to Write about our minds and points of view and stuff but that wasn't working for me. So i tried this instead.

Anyway thank for reading and tell me if this is too confusing and mashed up (like my head! 😂) with the way i put the sentences and words opposite each other.

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