Two Secret Diaries || Hyunin

16.

Hyunjin

"Since that time when I found Jeongin passing out on the couch after the VLive and kissed his cheek, we have been kissing a few times. On the cheek of course!

I am always the one initiating things. I thought he would continue to dodge my attacks like usual and we would play like that again but Jeongin stopped resisting me after that episode.

Well, it happens only when we are us two, which doesn't happen very often because we are always with the other members. But still, it happened a few times and I'm happy it did.

It's kinda confusing too because I don't know if he lets me kiss his cheeks because he's lazy or because he sees me as a close friend or if it is because he feels something more (which I highly doubt but my hopeful-self can't stop imagining things).

I suspect some of the members catching up on what is happening and I'm not sure on how I'm supposed to react. But for now nobody said anything about it so I'll do as if nothing is happening.

I only catch some discret  side glances between the guys whenever I talk to Jeongin or sit on his lap. It kinda feels like walking on eggshells, I can't make a wrong move or else all hell will break on my head.

I must be careful, as careful as possible."

After a long filming day, the Stray Kids boys are all coming back to the dorms. The maknae has to do a last shot and of course Hyunjin offers to stay with him so he isn't alone for the car ride home.

It is night already when they enter the car. Jeongin is a bit tired but less than a few days before, because he had a light schedule and could nap a lot.

Hyunjin on the other hand is quite tired because of recent intense dance practices. They sit at the back and when the car starts, they take the opportunity to chat a bit, since they didn't have time to update each other on how the day went for each of them.

They joke a bit about the other boys messing around on the set earlier. And Hyunjin's hand finds itself in Jeongin's hair.

The maknae's hair is a bit gross from all of the products the stylists had put on it but it's still soft, as if the chemicals couldn't erase the younger's hair's softness.

Out of fondness, Jeongin reciprocates the gesture and caresses his hyung's hair. But soon he takes back his hand and closes his eyes, appreciating the head massage from his hyung. 

Hyunjin is calmly observing the landscape passing by rapidly through the car's window and his thoughts dilute before he shifts his attention on the younger next to him again.

That's when he decides to actually give the maknae a good head massage and he presses his fingers at the right spots on the younger's head to release the pressure.

Jeongin's eyes shoot open, surprised by the change of technique but he soon melts at the feeling: he feels as if he is floating high in the sky.

Then Hyunjin's hand goes a bit lower in the younger's neck to massage the stiff muscles there. This makes Jeongin feel a bit wierd but very pleasured at the same time.

Hyunjin keeps applying pressure in small motions on the same spot and Jeongin wishes it doesn't end, he is like addicted even if he wouldn't admit it himself. 

But slowly the pressure of the older's fingers is getting lighter, like a caress, which causes Jeongin to worry because it is sending shivers down at his lower region. 

But before any incident can happen, Hyunjin's hand slides off of his neck. Jeongin opens his eyes to see his hyung getting sleepy.

The sight is very cute so Jeongin brings his hyung's head to lay on his own shoulder, where he can peacefully sleep until they reach their destination.