Two Secret Diaries || Hyunin

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"I'm feeling all bubbly and light headed because of Hyunjin and I's secret relationship. He's my boyfriend. It's still hard to believe. And nobody knows about it.

I think we'll have to say it at one point to Chan and maybe to the others too. For now though, it's our secret and I like it like that.

I don't really like hugs and skinships because the members tend to do that to me excessively. Strangely, coming from Hyunjin I actually understand how it can be enjoyable.

When he comes to my bed at night and spoons me to be my human warmer, I can't complain. Nor when he hugs me and tries to kiss me on the cheek when no one can see. Usually I would dodge his attempts. But he's my boyfriend. I can't dodge my boyfriend's affection, can I ? 

I mean, I like it when he has tender gestures towards me or when he whispers sweet compliments that make me blush. I never knew being in love was that nice.

We still banter like we used to and I like how being boyfriends didn't change our friendship. It only deepends it and it's ten times better.

I even miss his hugs when we're in the same room but can't display anything in front of the members. I might have fallen hard for Hyunjin."

Both Hyunjin and Jeongin are laying on the couch while the others are minding their own business elsewhere in the dorm. The couch's back is facing the main hall, so it looks like there's only Hyunjin on it from behind, when he's actually cuddling Jeongin.

Hyunjin is holding his boyfriend lovingly, whith one hand in his hair slowly massaging his head. Jeongin's eyes feel droopy, if he could purr he would have since the massage is making him float in fluffy clouds. 

Jeongin opens his eyes to meet his lover's gaze. He moves his hand from resting on Hyunjin's waist to caress his face and trace his features.

This sparks a bigger smile from Hyunjin. Their faces are so close that it causes both of them to blush and their heart to race faster.

Hyunjin slowly comes even closer, his gaze flickers to Jeongin's soft lips. The maknae sees the hesitance in his eyes because anyone could barge in right now and catch them.

But Jeongin doesn't care, he closes the gap between them so that their lips meet delicately. 

Jeongin sighs from contentment. Hyunjin's lips are so pulpy and enjoyable to kiss. Jeongin can't get enough. 

They both feel butterflies excitingly flap their wings inside of their stomachs. Hyunjin's confidence kicks in and he deepens the kiss, making it slower and sexier.

His stomach churns and if Jeongin had been standing, his knees would have buckled for sure.The fingers in Jeongin's hair are now pulling them while Jeongin's hands are caressing Hyunjin's waist more eagerly. 

When their lips part, it's only to reunite soon after.

They try keeping as silent as possible, eventhough their hearts are beating like crazy. They want it to last for an eternity but they separate before the kiss can go too far.

Both are panting slightly, breathing hot air in each other's face. They are caught in a daze, looking at each other's messed up hair and swollen lips, liking the view.

They'll have to do that again now that they know how good it makes them both feel. They love how united they feel. When they're this close, it's as if they are becoming whole and complete.