Ego (Justin Bieber Love Story)

Chapter Twenty-Two

 *once again, i used a song that i did not write, but i like the lyrics and it fits the story. It's really vanilla twilight by Owl City, but lets pretend Molly actually wrote it :) enjoy :0 *

I sighed, it was so silent, we were both deep in thought I guess. I looked up at him. Only then did I realise his stitches.

‘Ew, Nice stitches’ I smiled.

‘oh thank you, your such a supportive friend.’ he laughed.

‘Do they hurt?’ I asked curiously.

‘Like a bitch’ he laughed.

‘Good.’ I said seriously.

‘Molly, come on. After all that’s been said, you’re still mad with me?!’ he said as he moved round so he was facing me, he took my other hand so he was holding them both but I grabbed them away and folded my arms looking down.

‘Yes! Of course I’m still mad!’ I raised my voice a little and then calmed myself down.

‘Well, we have 5 hours to waste, we should use this time wisely’ he smiled half heartedly. 'how about you say all you have to say and we’ll work through it, then vice versa for me?’ he suggested hopefully.

‘whatever’ I said shaking my head. I took a deep breath in, preparing myself for a mix of hurt love, hurt, anger and tears as I started to speak.

‘well first of all, you seemed to make it pretty clear that you wanted us to be nothing more than friends, after all you did was laugh after the kiss’ I said trying not to show how much it hurt. ‘and then at the meet and greet, you flirted with any girl that came up to you. What kind of message is that meant to send me? So when Dylan came over and started flirting, he was hot so of course I flirted back. And then you went all Rocky Balboa on him and ruined everything’

Justin looked hurt, ‘I told you, it was all pure jealousy, and … and if you pick him then I’m sure that its not over between you two, you barely got started’ I could tell it was hard for him to think of me with another guy, but I could tell he was trying to be a good friend about it.

‘Justin he text me telling me’ I said looking down, trying to stop myself from crying.

‘oh’ he looked away, ashamed.

‘yeah … you know I really liked him. And you ruined it, but you can flirt with anything that moves!? It doesn’t really seem fair.’ I shook my head.

‘Honestly, that was all a front, I’m so confused about us and I didn’t want to show any kind of emotion so I guess I put up a wall and everything just back fired from there.’ I could tell he was being honest with me, you could see it in his eyes.

I laughed, ‘you think? Justin I’m confused too, I mean you flirt with all those girls, beat up a guy who I liked, is that meant to impress me or something?’

‘No, no’ he shook his head, ‘like I said, the flirting was all an act, but when I saw you and Dylan, I realised what it would feel like to lose you’ he looked down in pain.

‘But you weren’t losing me, I mean at the point I still thought you didn’t like me like that, and just because I would have a boyfriend, doesn’t mean I couldn’t hang about with you’

‘yeah I know that, but it’s like I kinda thought you liked me back, judging by that kiss, but then I knew that if you got with Dylan then you would be over me, and you might never like me like that again.’

We both sat and thought for a while, I broke the silence. ‘What . A. Mess.’ We laughed.

‘your telling me’ he nodded.