Ego (Justin Bieber Love Story)

Chapter Thirty-Four

Shit, that wasn't exactly the reaction I was looking for. I was hoping he'd be angry, or excited anything that showed he just cared. Holy shit I think I just made the biggest mistake of my life. I mean I had one of the best relationships I’d ever known. Justin was my best friend and he loved me. And I ruined it, all because he couldn't accept my point of view? Oh Molly motherfucker Fraser you've messed up big time. All of this was going through my head as I came up on stage. The cheering brought me back to reality. I walked to the front of the stage and started to sing Use Somebody.

I sang it with as much feeling as I could, but I couldn't help but think about Justin. Ugh not only did our stupid fall out give me major heart break, a severe case of puffy eyes from all the crying but now he was ruining my performing. Grrr. Before I knew it Use Somebody was over and I was in position for the lift, as music that resembled the song Bonkers by Dizzee Rascal came on to fill the gap as I did my routine. People cheered as I danced and was thrown about in the air but as I walked to the front of the stage and got into position for Impossible I’m pretty sure I felt a few of my stitches rip. Oh well its was only one song. I started to sing, wow nice choice scooter, another song that related to Justin. Sure it made me put a whole lot of feeling into the song, but it also made me hurt. The song finished and I walked off to the side of the stage where Justin was waiting.

I was about to walk straight past him when he grabbed my arm and turned me to face him.

'Molly .....' I just stared at him, he loosened his grip on my arm, 'your stitches have opened' he said his eyes shooting down to my leg. 'Shit, Molly are you okay?'

I laughed bitterly, 'I'm fine, remember I only have myself, since I'm such a burden to others, since I was such a burden to you. I'm a big girl I can take care of myself, I don't need a family and I certainly don't need you.' I hissed as I jerked my arm away from him. I was about to storm off when I walked into scooter.

'woah, kiddo where are you going? They want an encore!' he grinned.

'they do?' I grinned, wow they actually liked me. 'wait they do? I don't have anything prepared!' I panicked.

'yes you do! Remember the warm up we did for fun this morning to Start Without You by Alexandra Burke?' Wyatt one of the back up dancers grinned as he ran over to me. I nodded nervously. 'well it looked great because it was so lose and you know all the words!' he smiled as he grabbed my hand and we walked back on stage.

'But Molly, your leg!' Justin shouted after me as the music started.

'My Leg is fine! Stop putting on the care, I see right through it now!' I shouted back at him as I skipped on stage singing. It was quite a saucy song so I danced around all of the dancers verging on grinding on them. I was having an amazing time and it got even better as when the dancers carried me off of stage, I saw Justin fuming furiously at the side of the stage. I just smiled and didn't even acknowledge he was there.

However when I got back to the dressing room it was a whole other story. My leg was agony ad blood was dripping down my leg. I ran to the bathroom and grabbed all the plasters I could find. Suitably plastered up I went to the buffet table to get something to eat. Performing actually takes it out of you.

I was stuffing a sausage roll in my mouth when Justin and his crew came running off of stage. The show had obviously finished. The dancers sensed the tension so all found excuses to bail. I stared at Justin before turning around and strutting my way to my tour bus. I looked for number 3 and got on it. It was nice. A suitable bathroom, all my clothes packed into one dresser. I smiled, it was so sweet how they left one empty for when I picked stuff up on tour. I was so tired and my leg was so sore that I decided I would just sleep in my underwear and a hoodie. It was the things at the top of the drawer.