Ego (Justin Bieber Love Story)

Chapter Sixty

'I missed it' I sighed.

'Yeah I missed most of it too, except for the last most important part' he shook his head looking down the babe as we both sat opposite each other on the bed.

'and FYI that birthing tape - doesn't do the real thing justice' his eyes widened.

I laughed softly, 'Where's Caitlin?' I asked stroking the baby's cheek with my index finger as she slept.

'she doesn't want to see her, apparently because we're giving her away, she wants nothing to do with her' he sighed looking down at the baby.

'Oh' I said quietly.

'which brings me neatly to the next disaster. The adoptive parents have decided that due to her being so premature, they're not willing to take her on' he shook his head.

'what?! How can they do that?' I asked. It was heart breaking, this little girl was just hours old and no one wanted her.

'it's all legal' he sighed.

I looked at her cute little face as she opened her eyes.

'They're gorgeous aren't they' he beamed down at her.

Her eyes were a gorgeous brown colour just like Justin's.

'she has your eyes' I smiled at him.

she started to stir and her lip pouted a little. I could tell from Justin's face that he didn't have a clue what to do.

I lifted her gently from his arms smiling. She started to cry but I stood up and started to gently rock her.

she settled and I could see from her little eyes that she was happy. I smiled down at her gorgeous little face.

Justin sighed, shaking his head. This was hard on him. I could see by the way he looked at her that he had already fallen in love with her. But no one wanted her and he had just gotten over the idea of looking after her. We didn't even have any baby stuff.

But her little face changed everything.

'why don't we keep her?' I asked still smiling down at her.

'what?' Justin asked in disbelief.

'well she's no Barbra but I'm already in love with her.' I smiled.

'But Molly we're not ready'

'No, but what parent is?' I shrugged.

'Molly we're only 16'

'Nearly 17 ... Justin do you really want her to be an orphan this early on in life?' he looked down.

'No of course not, I want to give her everything, I don't want her ever feel unsafe, unhappy, unloved ... Alone' he sighed.

'well we know Caitlin's completely signed her off, but can't we keep her til they find her a family?' I smiled coming to sit next to him.

'Molly do you really want to get attached to her just to have her taken away?' I could see him hurting. He looked as if he was going to cry.

'No, Justin I'm already attached aren't you?' he nodded. 'and we'll find parents who are willing to let you have some kind of arrangements to see her all the time' I smiled.

He sighed as I passed her back to him. 'I just don't want to let her go, she's my baby girl' he kissed her head.

'You don't have to, not anytime soon anyways.' I smiled rubbing his back.

He grinned at me and kissed me. 'so I presume you're not naming her Barbra right?' I laughed.

He laughed, 'no ... No I'm still thinking on that one ... By the way, where were you this morning?' he stood up and bounced the baby around gently, then put her in the little incubator. He went and started to look through the clothes the hospital had provided.