Crazy Love

Chapter Nineteen

"I'm home." I said as I closed the door. "Well I'm leaving." Derek said. "W-where are you going?" I asked. "I want a divorce. I hate you." He said blankly. "Where will you go?!" I said as I felt hot tears run down my face. "To find MaKenzie. To tell her I love her still."

"But-"

"No. I hate you. I don't care about you anymore. I love Makenzie. Not you. Goodbye." He said as he slammed the door. I fell to my knees as I sobbed. How could I have been so dumb? why did I marry him? what will I tell Caterina? what will I tell my baby when he or she gets older? that her daddy doesn't know she exists? that he left before he could find out?

The next day I told Caterina that she'd be meeting her new mommy. "New mommy?" she asked. "Yes honey. She's gonna be so nice. She'll buy you lots of toys." I said with tears in my eyes. "What about daddy?" she asked so sweetly. i looked at her as I felt my heart break to pieces remembering what he had said. "Daddy went away sweetie." I said.

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I was at home when I heard my phone ring. I walked to it as I read the contact.

Derek: Anything of mine still there?

Tavonda: Can you come over? We need to talk. It's important.

Derek: Whatever. Be there in 5.

Soon there was a nock at the door. "Uh. Come in I guess." I said as I stared at the floor. "What do you want to talk about?" Derek snapped. "I'm pregnant." I said as tears filled my eyes. "You piece of shit. Don't fucking lie to me like that." He said. "I'm not fucking lying!" I yelled as I threw the plastic stick at him.

He slowly picked it up and said, "How?" "I don't know." I said. "You fucking whore," he yelled, "You slept with someone didn't you?!" "no! I slept with you!!" I yelled back. "You know I can't..." He said. "The doctor said it was a miracle, Asshole." I said. "That thing isn't mine." He said blankly. "I can have my baby DNA tested. And it isn't a thing. It's a fucking baby!! Its your baby!" I yelled. "We'll see you lying bitch." He said as he left in anger.

"Arahh!" I yelled as I punched the wall. "Why?! why does this happen to me?!" I yelled as I took another swing and shattered a mirror. I looked at the shards on the ground and saw my reflection. Tears on my cheeks. My eyes were red and puffy from crying. I haven't showered in three days so my hair is oily. I looked at my hand and watched blood trickle off my knuckles and drip onto the floor. "Why?" I whispered.

I washed the blood off my hand and wrapped it in bandage. I went to my room and blasted some Corey Grey through my radio and laid in my bed until I saw the sunrise.

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~I'm sorry guys. I'm really emotional because the guy this book is based off of-Derek- actually does hate me now so uh, yeah. I don't know what to do, But I'm gonna make this book work because he liked it-Or so he said-I'm gonna do as many chapters as possible and I'm gonna have to use my imagination. I love you guys. I'll try to be strong. Baii.~🐢🐢