8/12/19
Making a big descision is hard, huh?
Here's a whole chapter about me struggling to make decisions...
So if you guys don't already know, I'm in a band. Its small and we were to release our first album this December. I was so excited, who wouldn't be?
The date to record for our Ep was growing closer and closer until the singer of the band decided she couldn't. It wasn't a, "oh I have to be somewhere" it was a, "oh we can record whenever" yet I had already announced that the release date was December. Whatever though, stuff happens, I get it. So, we end up rescheduling and our new release date was to be February 2020.
So that set us to start recording this month. I was so ready to do this and really excited. However, our singer said she couldn't because she was going camping with the only other member of the band besides me. At this point, I'm upset and was about to reschedule the release date two months back again when I thought, is it worth it?
I've been in this band for almost two years now and we've done a lot together... covers, performing our unfinished songs... was it time to leave?
So I'm thinking about this. I can stay in the band but do some stuff on my own too but I got an offer from a friend in NY about playing with them, which I really want to do.
I have no idea what to do or how to feel. I promised myself I wouldn't move until I graduated either and I'm almost there but not.
Love you all,
Stay strong,
Don't give up.
-C
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