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Note: for some reason, the spacing gets all sorts of messed up when I copy/paste onto Wattpad so please forgive me if it looks a little bit messy!
November 24, 2019: The Red Diary
This is my piece for Band_freak_7979 their I guess I would call it their community journal where you can share or just talk about life, This is a Safe Place.
Yes, I'm writing about this today...But this thing didn't happen today it a happened I believe a few months back. I had another I guess episode of darkness, sadness, and insane I would demonic or just pure evil or crazy thoughts. I could go into detail about what happened but I won't unless some of you ask me personally then I'll probably reply. But I'll write a free verse poem that can describe what was going through my head at the time.
Thinking With The Dark a free verse poem November 24, 2019
Sitting there at the computer again Making an alt account on Wattpad But then the alt account becomes a character Then the character becomes reality Making a false idol That false idol makes a dark journal Dark journal...
WHAT AM I THINKING?! CAN WE ALL STAY SANE?! STOP THESE THOUGHTS INVADING! AM I TRULY DARK? AM I TRULY EVIL? IS THIS MY DESTINY?
Here again, here again Same old thoughts basically But now "improved" old thoughts This isn't good This is evil
WHAT AM I THINKING?! CAN WE ALL STAY SANE?! STOP THESE THOUGHTS INVADING! AM I TRULY DARK? AM I TRULY EVIL? IS THIS MY DESTINY? I am Nyx, I am Conner I am NYX, I am...Conner MY NAME IS NYX VOSS! What Am I thinking? WHAT AM I THINKING?! CAN WE ALL STAY SANE?! STOP THESE THOUGHTS INVADING! AM I TRULY DARK? AM I TRULY EVIL? IS THIS MY DESTINY?
New name? Killing? Murder? Destruction? Fire? Cleaning this world? Secret change? Surgery? What is happening? What Am I thinking? What Am I thinking?
In the Marvel movies, Captain Marvel, Carol Danvers said, "I don't even know who I am." That is another way to describe what was happening.
I'll end with this a YouTube video, BarlowGirl's last song they did before the sisters disbanded the band.
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