A/N- I'm starting a new "series" if you will, within this book. It's called Deep Conversation Topics, or DCT. It's a list if 78 topics that are emotional and deep for people to talk about. Whenever I feel like writing another entry of DCT, I'll post it. I've also attached the photo in case any of you want to take a look at it!
What is my biggest day-to-day challenge? My biggest day-to-day challenge, believe it or not, is just getting out of bed. The simple act of getting out of my comfortable blankets, is so hard for me. Every weekday morning, I get up at six a.m. and go into the bathroom to get ready for school, always telling myself that I'll just wear cozy clothes and not worry about doing any makeup becuause that just takes too much time and its kind of uncomfortable, but I end up always putting on nicer clothes and ALWAYS putting on makeup, no matter what my skin looks like. I don't like the way I look with makeup but I sure as hell don't like the way I look without makeup. The clothes come next, if I've already gone as far as to put makeup on my face, I should keep going and put on okay looking clothes, right? Yes, right. People won't like me if I look gross. People won't like me if I look weird. People won't like me if I look bad. I have no breasts or butt and that is really hard for me. People won't like me if I'm flat. Maybe I should just go back to bed? Maybe I should just stay home? Mayne I should just fall asleep and hope I never wake up? I'll just get back in bed and wait until tomorrow. Tomorrow will be better. Right?
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