hidden // oscar diaz

T W E N T Y T W O

the feeling of disappointment. the feeling of knowing you were so closed to accomplishing something or reaching your goal. that sort of heavy hearted feeling that over takes knowing you could've done something better or faster. that's what oscar felt. he felt responsible for this whole mess. he knew he shouldn't have trusted that bulls hit truce as much as he did.
he looked around and saw some of the oldest santos laying on the floor coughing up blood or dead. he saw things that would've left someone traumatized for a long time, but it was now normal to him. this life isn't easy. oscar prayed cesar would be okay, shit he prayed every single one of them was safe. he knew better than to call an ambulance, they were laying in the middle of one of the biggest drug houses the santos own. oscar hates that they dealt with drug but he knew he needed the connections of drug lords in the future. the future meaning now. his mind was raging of ideas on how to hit back. his mind crawled back into the sick twisted ways that earned him to get the name spooky.
from the corner of his eye he saw his two best friends run out and follow someone, instantly he knew he needed to run up with them, that they weren't about to do shit alone. quickly throwing out a prayer for the fallen bodies in the house, he grabs two new guns and exits the house. oscar didn't know what he was about to do but he didn't think he would witness sammy getting shot in the middle of the street with no warning. oscar felt sad? he couldn't figure out why he felt more emotion watching sammy hit the floor than the dozen of men that have been by his side from the start. he thought about matias and that beautiful woman he has back home. the three of them ran to sammy's side, but it was too late. his rapid breaths were no longer heard, just a body laying on the cold cement. oscar knew he needed to call the ambulance immediately.
    jose and benito instantly pulled out their guns trying to shoot down the car that sped off.
"holy shit" benito said as he dropped to his knees next to the blonde haired boy. "we need to do something asap, fools got a baby" jose said as he reached for his phone with shaky hands. all the men flinched at the sound of sammy's phone ringing. what were they going to tell athena?

• ugh all the chapters I wrote were straight ass so i have to start all over and i feel like this book is flopping