one direction boyxboy one shots

Ziall

ZIALL

ZAYNS POV

Of course I regret fighting with him, but regretting it isn't going to make him come back to me. It was such a stupid fight! I can hardly remember what it was about! I do know it was my fault though and I have to live with all the guilt. I will never wake up in his arms again, not after what I did, not after the things I said...

***********FLASHBACK************

"Hey Zaynie, how was your parents?" Niall said as I slammed the front dope behind me.

He should already know how it went with my parents. It went bad, every.single.time. They yelled at me for the usual, being gay with Niall. They asked me to leave him muiltiple times, but there was no way. I love him to much. But having my own family hate me, is that worth it? Niall even gonna stick around me? shut up zayn of course he is.

I was in such a foul mood and I just wanted a hot shower and to go to bed.

"How do you think it went Niall?"

"What did they say?"

"I don't wanna talk about it, I'm going to take a shower."

I started to walk up the stairs when Niall grabbed my wrist, what is his problem? I don't want to talk about it.

"C'mon Zayn talk to me, are you okay?"

"No of course I'm not okay Niall! My own parents hate me all because I'm dating you!" I spat out a tad harshly. I really don't want to fight with him.

"Babe, I know it's hard, but we will get through this together right?"

"You don't know what I am feeling, your parents love us. My parents want to see us a million miles apart! The only thing that's keeping me not from fucking moving is this band! If this band wasn't together I wouldn't be in the fucking situation! My parents would love me! Sometimes, I wish I never would have met you and I could have a family that is proud and loves me! Like yours you know?" I hadn't realized what I really said until Niall pointed it out to me...

"You wish we hadn't met sometimes?" he said, his voice starting to crack.

"Shut up Niall! You know I didn't mean it like that! Sometimes I just say things out loud that I am thinking!"

Shit Zayn. Stupid stupid stupid.

"You think about never meeting me?"

"NIALL JUST SHUT THE FUCK UP!"

I didn't mean to yell, I am just in a horrible mood. This fight definently was not making it better.

"Zayn if you want your family to love you then fucking break up with me!"

"Your so fucking dumb sometimes! I FUCKING LOVE YOU. That's why I'm not breaking up with you! You know this are the times when I wish I never fucking met you! You take everything the wrong way"

"Let me make your wish come true then. Im gonna leave and you can see what it's like to have a perfect family. Goodbye Zaynie." He spat in my face.

"Like hell your leaving!"

"We're over Zayn. Have fun with your happy family. I wouldn't want to come between that"

I saw him grab his coat, no he's lying right?

I see him walk upstairs to our room, not even a couple minutes later he comes back down with a bag. No he's bluffing he wouldn't leave me.

"Bye Zayn. I love you, but I wish you the best with your family" he was crying.

I made my Nialler cry. I made him leave me! I didn't even get to respond, he was already out the door.

********End of Flashback************

He had to come back to me. He had to. I could give two shits about my family at this point. Im not going to tell them Niall left me. I refuse to beleive he left me for good.

What the fuck am I doing sitting here? I should be looking for Niall!

My phone vibrated indicating someone was calling me, it was Liam.

"Hey Li, do you know where Niall is?? I need to find him."

"Uh Zayn, Niall is in the hospital. He was walking to mine and he got mobbed by fans and hit his head pretty hard. He's awake but I think he's got a concussion"

"Shit. Bye Li I gotta go".

I call a taxi and 10 minutes later I am on my way to the hospital.

I sprint in and ask for Nialls room. the receptionist said 20.

I double time it to his room and I am met by the same blue eyes I have loved for 1 year.

"Why are you here Zayn?" Niall said before sighing.

"Because I love you" I replied simply

"No family should hate eachother Z. I don't like knowing its my fault for that. So when you said you wished you never met me,I figured it would be easier if I left"

"Ni, baby you know I didn't mean that. My life would be horrible if we never started dating. You are the best thing that happened to me! I love you so much. I don't care if my family hates me, as long as I have you"

"Can I come back home?"

"Of course silly!" I said chuckling.

"Good. I love you so much Zayn"

I smiled. "Niall you have no idea how much I love you"