one direction boyxboy one shots

Zouis

ZOUIS

Louis POV

I peer open my eyes. Ah the light burns. I squeeze them shut again. How much did I drink last night? I am naked too? Why? I can't remember anything after my 2nd trip to the men's room. Ouch my head is pounding. Ow ow ow. Okay count to ten then open your eyes.

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I squint my eyes open. I see hair. Short black hair. Did i sleep with a lesbian? Her bare back his showing and it is very muscular. Hopefully it was a hot lesbian? I shake her shoulder and she lets out a very masculine grunt. oh shit. Breathe Louis Breathe. I shake this persons shoulder again and the person turns over. I see the one person I never thought i would sleep with in a million years. Zayn Malik,

I screamed and jumped of the bed with the sheet securely around my waist. He screamed now.

" Louis, what the fuck are you doing in my room naked!"

" I dont know Zayn! Your naked to!"

"Jesus Lou! What happened last night!"

I shut my eyes and tried to think of what could of possible happened last night.

"Wanna dance Lou?"

" Hell ya Zaynie Poopoooo! Let me just run to the bathroom again and I'll be right back!" I slurred back.

I shut my eyes tighter.

Zayn and I were grinding our crotches together, our buldges are pressing together making me harder and harder by the second. 

" Zayn, can I kiss you?"

"Yes" he breathed back,

Maybe all we did was kiss. I'm rubbing my temples trying to rememer more.

Zayn pushed me on the bed. He reached at the bottom of my shirt and pulled it off of me. His shirt was long gone. He reconnected our mouths. He shoved his tounge into my mouth without permission. I moaned. We explored eachother mouths, his tasted like smoke and alcohol. I loved it. My hands roamed his bare chest, feeling every part of his stomach. He was so fit. I reached down to the hem of his pants. 

NO. FUCK FUCK FUCK.  

" Lou are we really going to do this?'

" Only if you want to."

" I want to"

He thrusted into me.

Holy shit. Zayn and I had sex.

"Louis, I think I love you"

" I love you to Zayn." I whispered as I shut my eyes and drifted off to sleep,

Did I love Zayn? No I'm not gay, am I? No, I am not. Should I tell him that I remember?

ZAYNS POV

I remember everything. But I just couldnt tell him. He doesnt know I love him. He can't know. He is obviously disgusted by me. I have to play it off like I dont remember. 

He told me he loved me before we went to bed. I'm so fucking stupid for beleive him. He was wasted beyone beleif. I mean so was I, I just have a great memory. He looked so deep in thought.

" Lou?"

" Fuck Zayn. We had sex!" he blurted out and immideatly covered his mouth with his hands.

He remembers? Well shit. What do I say back? Should I act disgusted like him, or should I tell him I love him for real? Yeah I'll just act disguted.

" EW." 

He went wide eyed, he looked sad? No. Disgusted he was definently grossed out. 

" Uh oh yeah, ew"

LOUIS POV

Well he was definently disgusted. The horrible part is that I think I enjoyed last night, more than I should have. I mean I really liked it. 

" Sorry, Lou I lied"

" What?" I asked confued.

" I remember everything" He took a deep breath before continuing, " I love you. LIke I am in love with you. A-and I loved what happened last night. I know you dont feel the same way, because you are obviously straight, lets just pretend it didnt happen alright?"

He loved me? Maybe I love him back? No words are coming out. I am trying to think of something to say but I can't.

I sat back on the bed where Zayn sat and kissed him. I saw him shut his eyes. I closed mine and grabbed the back of his neck to deepen the kiss. His kisses were different. I think I felt a spark? Gay right? Literatly.  He licked my bottom lip asking for access and I opened my mouth granting   him full access. He gently pushed me back on the bed and straddeled me. He pulled back first and rested his forehead on mine.

" I love you Zayn, I think, I think I always have, I just havent realized it till this morning. But I want us." 

" I love you too Louis."

Last night was definently worth it.