one direction boyxboy one shots

larry

LARRY

LOUIS POV

" I'm sorry Mr. Tomlinson but we were not able to remove all of the tumor, I am very sorry to tell you but I can only give you about three months"

I nod, the tears threatening to escape. How am I going to tell Harry? He is going to hate not being able to just kiss it better like he does in most situations. He is my everything and I know if I was in his situation I would not take it so well. Maybe I don't have to tell him. Shut up Louis, you know you have to, he is your boyfriend.

I drive home playing out all of the scenarios on how Harry is going to take the news in my head. All of them involve both of us bawling.

"Babe I'm home!"

" Hey boo, how was the doctors? Good news?"

He already knew I had leukimia but he was 100% sure the doctors were going to be able to remove all of the tumor.

" Babe come sit down, I have some news for you" I says gesutring towards to couch.

" Your scaring me Lou"

We make our way down on the couch, he cuddles into my side. Oh shit. This is going to be hard.

"Harry?"

"Mmmmm?"

"The-they couln't r-remove my t-t-tumor. I only have three m-months" My voice is cracking and shaking.

He looks up into my eyes and realized I am not joking.

" NO. NO. NO. They have to do more! They can't do this! Boo you can't die! I can't love without you! No boo no. You just can't" He says while gripping onto my shirt with dear life.

I just return the favor and hug him back, both of us scared to let go. I hear a few more 'no's between Harry's sobs. That is what broke me.

" I love you so much boo, I am so in love with you"

" I love you too Haz. I love you so much it hurts."

HARRYS POV

It has been one month since Louis' funeral.

One month without his kisses, cuddles, or his love.

In his three months left we would spend every single moment together. We went and visited his family together, we made love, I took him to every single appointment, we did everything together.

His last words were, " I love you so much Harry. I am so in love with you Harry. I will always watch over you."

I broke down in his arms. Where I stayed until he peacfully died in his sleep.

It is getting harder and harder to move on. Every morning I wake up expecting him to be lying necxt to me, but he's never there. I don't eat at all. I never have an appetite anymore. But I don't care.

I am sitting at his grave about to end it all, I am about to be with im again. I smile at the thought of seeing his perfect face again in heaven. I know this isn't what he would have wanted but I can't function without him. I need to do this.

"I am coming boo, we are going to be together forever. I love you so much. I am in love with you Lou. I will see you soon."

I popped a couple sleeping pills in my mouth. I tiook one after one until I was satisfied with how many I took. I found myself getting light headed.

" I am coming Lou"

I drifted off into unconciousness, only towake up by an angel.

My angel.