one direction boyxboy one shots

Ziam

ZIAM

Liam's POV

"Zayn stop, please don't go!" I pleaded and he turned to face me with cold eyes.

"You know Liam we all think your the innocent Dad of the group that wouldn't hurt a fly but we were all wrong. You don't give two shits about people's feelings! You just fucking used me Liam! You knew my feelings for you, made me believed you loved me too and then broke me! Fuck you! Goodbye!"

And in a blink of an eye he was gone. It's not that I don't love him. I do. I just can't be that. I can't be gay.

I didn't have to hurt him like that. I'm so stupid.

************FLASHBACK***********

"Lads can I talk you all?" I questioned.

They all nodded and followed me into the living room. They looked at me asking me to continue.

"Danielle and I got back together" I said dull and plainly while looking at the ground. It's not that I'm not happy with dani it's just that I am happier with someone else. But I can't be gay. I won't have people hate me. This needs to be done.

I hear loads of 'congrats man' but I hear one slamming door and I don't even have to look up to know who that's from. Shit.

I run into Zayns bedroom, luckily the door is unlocked and saw one innocent Zayn sobbing into his pillow.

"Zayn?"

"Get the fuck out Liam"

"No"

"Fine I will"

"Zayn stop. I didn't mean it to end like this but I'm not gay."

"Leave Liam!"

"We're friends right?"

"No. Now get the fuck out of my room"

"No I'm not leaving!"

"Fine. I'll leave"

"Zayn stop, please don't go!"

********END OF FLASHBACK*******

Why can't I just be gay with Zayn. I know he loves me and I know I am in love with him. So what's stopping me?

I am broken out of my thoughts when I hear my phone ring. I look at the caller ID and its Danielle. She is exactly what I need right now to get my mine off of everything.

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Boy was I wrong. Danielle didn't make me forget anything that happene earlier today if anything she made me feel even more guilty.

A) because I am not in love with her anymore

B) Because I love Zayn and he's somewhere at home probably crying.

Stupid Liam. You mess everything up. You're a fuck up.

I walk into my flat alone, Danielle had work early in the morning so she didn't come over. Strangely, I didn't mind.

I lay facing my ceiling, it's around 1 am and all I can't think about is Zayn. For the past 3 months we cuddled together every night. Occasionally we would do more than that and I can confidently say he was my best. Fuck I can't do this anymore.

To:ZAYN

From:Liam

Come over. Please.

To:Liam

From: Zayn

No.

Fine. If he is going to be that stubborn, I am going to drive to his flat. I need to apologize and set things right. Maybe I can be gay. For Zayn. Just for Zayn.

15 minutes later I am standing on his front door in the pouring rain. I have been ringing his doorbell for 3 mintites straight now and still no answer. I wait for about another five minutes before I turn back and head out towards my car. I look both ways to cross the street. I don't see any cars coming so I begin to cross.

"LIAM RUN" I hear a yell. That's Zayn! I turn around to see Zayn running towards me. Why? I am about to run towards him when it all goes black.

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"Wake up! Liam please wake up! You can't die! Wake up!"

I hear while I am being shaken violently.

I open my eyes and take in my surroundings. I am in Zayns living room. With Zayn?

"Thank goodness Liam!" He said while hugging me tightly.

"What?"

"I'm so sorry! This is all my fault! I was watching you the whole time while you were ringing my doorbell, I was just so mad at you so I didn't open the door! And it was pouring rain, oh my god then you got fucking hit. If I would have just let you in, instead of being an ass. I'm so sorry!" He sobbed into my shirt

I cupped his face into my hands and began my speech, " I should be the one apologizing. Zayn I didn't use you. I just didn't want to be gay. But today was the worst day ofmy life because I hurt the one I love the most. I am not in love with dani anymore. I am just so scared of being gay. But I don't care. Zayn I dont! Please be mine and I wi be gay! You can teach me! I Love you please!"

"I don't know. How do I know your not using me again."

"Because I love you"

Simple. But effective.

It didn't take long before he slammed his lips into mine. I forgot about everything, Danielle, the accident. Everything. It was just Zayn and I. And that is how things are going to stay.

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SORRY IT SUCKED. IT'S LIKE MIDNIGHT AND I JUST CAN'T SLEEP.