one direction boyxboy one shots

zarry

Sorry y'all, I have been super busy these last couple of daysZARRY

HARRYS POV

go away you stupid feelings. go away. go away.

I kepts repeating those words in my head. Why must I have these? They are so fucking stupid! I can't have these they arn't allowed. Everyone will fucking hate me! 

There is only one way to get rid of these.

Alcohol and girls.

GIRLS GIRLS GIRLS GIRLS GIRLS. BOOBS BOOBS BOOBS BOOBS. VAGINA VAGINA VAGINAS.

Those are the type of things I need to think of. Not boys parts. I like girl parts and girl parts only. 

But he is so dreamy. Is chisiled jaw and hot body and that ass. FUCK. 

To the club I go.

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I'm at the club again. For the seventh time this week. I'm talking to this hot chick, well the booze are telling me shes hot. Shes is very tan, jet black hair, and brown eyes.

Just like him. 

Shit. I got to do something fast. I pushed myself on to her kissing her with all I got. She was kissing me back which is a good thing. She was an alright kisser, I guess. I wonder what his taste like.

"Wanna get out of here?" I said rather loudly.

She just nodded and we made our way back to my apartment.

I fumbled with my keys in the door until I finally unlocked 

I kiss the girl, whose name I don't remember, and I start walking her towards the bathrrom. I turn my apartment lights on and I see another figure sitting on my couch. I scream and push the girl off of me.

"Harry, you have two seconds to tell me this girls name and if you can't then she must leave now." Louis said sternly.

"Ummmm-uhhh"

"It's Elle and I was just leaving", she gathered her shoes and purse and made her way out.

I gave a glare to Louis who just gave me an even colder look back. What the hell is his problem?

"Harry WHAT THE ACTUAL FUCK IS YOUR PROBLEM?"

"I have no idea what you are talking about!"

"You have brought home a different girl everday for the past week. Why Harry? You were never like this!"

"WHO CARES?" I tried to push my way past him but he held his ground and kept me in the living room.

"I care about you! Please, I am your best friend. Tell me whats wrong please Harry!" he said desperatly.

"FINE. I LOVE SOMEONE. I LOVE THIS PERSON SO FUCKING MUCH. I HATE IT. I NEED TO GET RID OF THESE FEELINGS LOU YOU HAVE NO IDEA." I screamed, and I started tearing up.

"WHO IS SHE?"

"I CANT-I CAN'T SAY."

"WHY HARRY WHY?"

I was chocking back sobs. I couldn't say it.  I won't say it.

"TELL ME HARRY"

I shook my head repeaditly. This isn't happening. Louis was holding my shoulders trying to get me to look at him. 

"HARRY. TELL ME NOW."

"CAUSE HE'S NOT A GIRL. HE IS A HE. A FUCKING BOY. I LOVE A BOY." I still wasn't looking at him.

He sat me down on the couch and pulled me into his chest and I sobbed for what seemed like hours until I was dry out. Lou just put up with and rubbed my back.

"Is he in the band?"

There was no point in lying. I just nodded into is chest.

"Is-is it me?"

I shook my head and chuckled to myself.

"Niall?"

I shook my head once again.

"Zayn?"

I tensed up. I felt more tears prickling my eyes again. I shouldn't have these feelings.

"It will be okay."

For the first time in an hour I looked up into his eyes. They were filled with concern.

"What do I do?" I asked my voice cracking. I probably looked so pathetic.

"Tell him."

Is he fucking crazy? Zayn will hate my guts! This will ruin the band.  

"Are you fucking kidding me? How the hell am I supposed to tell him I am in love with him? 'Oh hey Zayn I am gay for you and I am completley in lov----"

"Harry before you say anymore, I don't hate you."  That voice was not from Louis but from the one and only Zayn Malik.

"What are you doing here?"

"I came to get my movie back that you borrowed."

"Did-did you hear?"

He nodded.

"I'm sorry" I mumbled and sprinted to my room and closed the door.

Well at least I told him.  I thought to my self sarcastically. The next thing I know I am brought into a hug. A Zayn famous hug. Why didn't I lock the fucking door.

"I love you too Harry."

"Don't try and make me feel better."

"I'm not. I've been bi my whole life. Only Lou know. He actually knows I love you if you don't beleive me."

That fucking prick! Louis knew the whole time and he just sat there and watched me cry the whole time! What a fucking douche bag! I look up and see a smirking Louis standing in my door frame.

"What the FUCK Louis?"

"I just wanted to you to admit it to yourself and Zayn but you already did it so my matchmaking job is done. BYE." and in a flash he was gone.

I feel something wet on my lips. It started moving.

These are Zayns lips!

I grabbed the back of his neck before he could pull away and pull him closer to me. I moved my lips desperatly against his, almost like my life depened on it.  I felts all warm and fuzzy inside, a feeling I most certinaly did not feel with any of the bimbos or other girls I have dated.

"I'm so glad I kept your movie."

"Me too love, me too." 

THIS FUCKING SUCKS AND I'M SORRY BUT ITS HALLOWEEN AND IM GOING OUT TO PARTY NOW SO THIS IS RUSHED ILL DO BETTER TOMORROW HOPEFULLY. AND NO IDEA WHY THIS SITE MADE THIS RATED R BUT WHATEVS.