one direction boyxboy one shots

Larry

lou is in a relationship with El but actually loves harry, and harry loves lou but they don't know that from each other, and harry has an eating disorder because he feels like he has to be skinny for lou like el, for lou to like him bakc, and then louis finds out and they admit their feelings?

LARRY

Harry loved Louis.

Louis loved Harry.

Simple right?

Wrong.

Neither of the two lads knew the other loved them back. Plus, Louis was with Eleanor. Not that he didn't love her, he just wasn't in love with her.

Louis has had a crush on the younger lad ever since bootcamp. Louis always knew he was bi, but he didn't know he could fall for someone so fast. It was the curls, oh those curls. The eyes, the green eyes that he just couldn't help to get lost in. The lips, those lips that he wanted to feel on his own, those luscious pink lips. And that body, oh fuck that body, it was a bit chubby at first which was adorable but now it's sexy, chisled and all of the above. Soon rather than later, Louis found himself falling deeply in love with Harry. He would have acted on it to if Harry wasn't the biggest flirt on the planet, so Louis decided to try and get rid of his feeling, this is where Eleanor comes in. Louis was taken back by her beauty, she was gorgeous. But she was no Harry. Louis soon realized that nobody could replace Harry but since Harry seems to be the straightest man ever he decided he will learn to love Eleanor the same way.

Harry feel even faster for Louis. When the first touched, that is when Harry knew he loved Louis. The tingles shot up his arm and the butterflies started to swarm his stomach. Harry knew Louis was the one. But what were the chances that Louis was gay? 'There is no way someone like him would be gay' Harry thought to himself. Louis hair was alwasy perfect. His face always god like. His personality was perfection, he was funny, smart, hot, sexy, nice....Harry could go on and on about Louis. That ass, oh how Harry wants to have that ass around his cock. That will never happen. Louis had Eleanor. Harry wish he could hate Eleanor, he really did, but El was perfect. Her and Louis were going to get married and have beautiful kids.  

Harry thought that maybe Louis would learn to love him if he was like Eleanor. Eleanor was skinny, so skinny, well this is how Harry developed his eating disorder. He knew it was wrong but he was so in love with the older lad that he would do anything to get him to love him back. Anything. 

It was a saturday. Louis invited all the lads and the girlfriends over to his flat for dinner. Louis had asked a fancy restraunt to cator for the event. He had steak, chicken, mash potatoes, and all sorts of desserts. It was mouth watering to everybody but Harry. Harry wanted to throw up at the site. How was he supposed to stay stick thin for Louis? He saw a bowl of salad. Hmm..that should do.

They were all seated at the table. Louis was stuck in the middle of his girlfriend and the love of his life. Louis looked over to Harry and saw that Harry had a quarter of a plate of salad, well just lettuce. 

"Harry babe is that all your eating?"

Harrys heart flutter at the word babe. 'Yes the not eating must be working'. Harry shrugged and muttered a "Not hungry"

Louis had thought about the last time Harry was actually hungry. He hadn't seen Harry eat a proper meal in well like a year. Harry looked like skin and bones.

"Harry can I talk to you in my room?"

'Maybe he wants to tell me that my body is looking good' Harry thought to himself while nodding to Louis.

The two were now seated at the edge of Louis king size bed. Louis set his hand on Harrys thigh. Harry turned towards Louis and they stared into eachtothers eyes. Time seemed to freeze. They both got lost in eachtothers eyes, Harry felt like he was looking into the ocean, Louis felt like he was exploring a forest. It was a perfect moment.

Louis broke the silence, "Whens the last time you ate Harry?"

"I was eating salad till you called me in here."

"Harry that was lettuce, not a salad. When was the last time you ate a proper meal?"

Harry just shrugged.

"Why are you doing this to yourself?"

"I need to lose weight, become skinny." Harry said. He closed his eyes and pictured what it would be like to be skinny. Louis could love him.

Louis studied the younger boy. Louis heard Harry whispering things to himself, "He will love me when I am skinny. I must be skinny like Eleanor"

"Wh-what are you talking about Harry?". Louis thought Harry was perfect. He didn't need to change for anyone. He especially did not need to be skinny like Eleanor.

Harrys eyes widened realizing that he was saying his thoughts out loud. He looked at Louis and just told the truth.

"I want to be skinny like Eleanor."

"Why Harry? You're perfect"

"I am NOT perfect." If he was perfect then Louis would be his. Harry had gathered tears in his eyes.

"Yes you are!"

"If I'm so perfect why doesn't he love me!"

It was now Louis' eyes that did the widening. Did Harry just say he?

"Who Harry?"

"You Lou! God I wish I was born like Eleanor, perfect, so you could love me like you love her. I fucking am in love with you Louis. I promise I will get skinny like Eleanor just give me a chance! I can lose the weight, I promise!" Harry was now letting the tears loose.

Louis brain was processing what Harry had just said. Harry loved him like he loved him. This was real. But he felt sad towards the younger boy thinking that he had to change his weight for him.  Louis didn't realize how long he was thinking until he heard Harry saying " I can change, I promise I will change."

Louis grabbed Harry by the shoulders and forced the green eyed lad to look at him, "Harry listen to me. You do NOT, need to change. You are perfect. I love you Harry. I have been in love with you since I met you. You are not a girl, you are a hot man that I love. I love your abs, I don't love how you have become skin and bones. I'm serious Harry I love you."

Before Harry could process anyting, Louis lips were on his.  Those pink lips that he always wished to feel were actually touching his own. Their lips moved desperatly together. Neither wanted to let go. Eventually Louis needed air and slowly removed himself from Harry.

Harry still felt the tingles, the flames were on his lips were overwhelming. He was slowly panting. All the sudden he felt guilt. Louis still had Eleanor.

"Eleanor" he whispered, just loud enough for Louis to hear.

Even though Louis didn't love Eleanor like Harry, this would still crush her. 

"I will tell her tonight. I don't care. I got you and I am never letting you go." 

The two completly forgot about the company still waiting in the kitchen. Well so they thought, little did they know all of the others were sitting outside, ears pressed against the door. They all had grins plastered on their face even darling little Eleanor. She couldn't be selfish. She knew those two were perfect for eachtother. Although she did feel a little pain she knew that Louis was meant for Harry. 

Louis and Harry layed cuddled together on the bed. Both clinging to eachother like this was their last cuddle.

Louis leaned down and got real close to his new found lovers ear, "Never change for anyone. You are perfect to me."