one direction boyxboy one shots

Zouis AU

ZOUIS AU

ZAYNS POV

"Mr. Malik?"

"Yes?"

"I'm sorry."

  I was walking into the church. The same church we got married in. I didnt know this would be this hard.   He was my everything. He was going to come back 1 week after I got the call. One week.

"Excuse me?"

"It's about your husband"

"What about Louis?"

"He wont be returning."

I have my speech in my hand.Your mother said I should talk. I dont know if I would be able to. You promised forever. We hardly had 2 years.

"What do you mean?"

"He...ummm."

"Just fucking tell me!"

I see black everywhere. There are so many crying people. You know I hate when people are upset, especially when they are upset for me. Why'd you have to leave me?

"He was shot in battle. The attacker got him straight to the heart."

"You're lying"

"We were very grateful for his servies. He made his country proud."

The man was right. You did make his country proud. I always hated war though. You knew that Lou! You were only supposed to be gone for 3 months, not forever. 

"Would you like to know what his last words were?"

"I-I..."

"He said 'Tell Zayn I will always love him and I will watch over him.'"

I hope you are watching me up there. I know your wearing a halo looking down on me. I will always love you too Lou. This funeral is horrible. Everyone coming up to me saying how sorry they are for me. I hate it. My speech is coming up. I hope I can make it through it all. 

"I belive his husband Zayn has a few words."

I made my way up to the podium. Your coffin lay next to me on onside and a large picture frame with your beautiful face on the other.

"Louis was my husband, my best friend and my everything. He was lovable to all. He always said he wanted to be forever young. Well now he is. He served his country and made it proud. I will always love him. His, his last words were that he loved me.  He was more than I ever could have asked for. I know where ever he is cracking his silly jokes and making everyone fall in love with him just the same way I fell in love with him."

I looked up towards the sky. Letting all tears our of my eyes.

"I-I love you Louis WIlliam Tomlinson forever."