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Narry

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NARRY

Nialls POV

"I love you Harry. Like more than a friend"

I finally just said it to him. I have been crushing on him for a good year now and it is not good for me to keep it bottled up inside of me. I just needed him to know. Obviously he is not going to feel the same, but it's something I 100% needed to tell him.

I dare not to open my eyes to see Harry's reaction. It's been a solid minute, but it had felt like a century. I squint one eye open to see Harry rubbing the back of his neck, clearly thinking of his reply. Shit. He hates me.

"Just don't hate me Haz, please" I practically beg.

"Uhh Niall. I love you but ummm not like that. I'm sure if you were uhh umm a girl then I would? I certinaly do not hate you though" he says rather akward.

Rejection.

I knew it was coming, but I wasn't ready for the ache my heart would feel after it. My heart is shattering inside while the outside of my body is trying to look composed at possible. At least I tried right? I didn't know trying could hurt like hell.

"It's fine Harry. I knew you didn't feel the same. I just had to tell you. I'm glad you don't hate me."

"Alright. Well I am going to go, night Ni."

He gets up off my bed and heads towards his own room. As soon has he closes the door behind him I break. I stuff my head into my pillow and cry very softly. I knew falling for Harry would end like this but that didn't stop me. Who wouldn't fall for his looks and amazing personality? Why did I have to be a guy? Granted, if I wasn't I would not have been out into this band but still.

I need to find somone else and quick. I'm gay so I could always find a nice bloke and a gay bar. I'll tell the other lads I am gay if I actually find someone.

I shut my eyes and dream of a the man I have been dreaming of for a year.

Harry.

*ONE YEAR LATER*

HARRY'S POV

I watched Niall and Derek cuddled up together on the couch and balled my fist under the pillow.

Niall told me around a year ago he liked me more than a friend. I didnt think I swung that way. That was until two months later he called the lads and I into a room and told us all he was gay and had a boyfriend named Derek. All the lads were very accepting including me, but when he told us I felt a pang in my chest. I had just ignored it until recently I discovered the pangs of hurt I feel in my chest occur whenever I see Niall and Derek together. It was only a month ago that I found out that I am in love with my Nialler. I denied it for a week or so, telling myself I did not want to be gay. But after that week of denying I realized I don't care about being gay all I wanted was to kiss Niall and cuddle him. But he has Derek. Fucking Derek.

"Well I have to go! Thanks lads for having me!" Derek said while removing himself for Niall. The rest of the lads said his goodbye. I might have forgotten to say bye.

"I'll walk you out babe!" Niall said cheerfully.

Pang.

Why can't he call me babe? Oh that right. Cause I'm fucking stupid and didn't realize my feelings soon enough.

A couple minutes later Niall arrived back and I couldn't help but notice his lips were slightly swollen.

Pang.

I want to make his lips swollen. I need to feel his lips against mine.

A few hours passed the other three lads have left to meet up with the girlfriends so it was just Niall and I. We just put in a new movie when all the sudden Niall bursts into tears. I rush over to his couch and pull him into a hug.

"Ni what's wrong?"

He doesn't reply he just sobs harder into my chest. It hurts me so much to see him like this. I want to cry just looking at him.

"Ni please tell me what's wrong!"

He just hands me his phone and I look at the most recent message from Derek

<Hey babe, I'm not with Niall tonight so come over and I'll make sure you leave not being able to walk;)>

That obviously wasn't intended for Niall. Shit. I can't imagine what he is feeling right now. I feel so much anger right now towards Derek that I could just kill him. But I need to stay with Niall. Maybe I should tell him how I feel?

"why doesn't anyone love me Harry!" He sobbed loud into my chest.

"I love you" I blurted out.

"I mean love me Harry! Like in a boyfriend way!" He's clinging to my shirt for dear life. I hate seeing him like this.

" I do love you like that!"

He removed himself from me and looked me straight in the eyes. His eyes were bloodshot and filled with tears.

"I didn't think you were so low to lie to me when I'm down. Fuck you! I'm not in the mood for jokes Harry!"

He thinks I'm lying! I see him standing up heading for his room. I get up as fast as I can from the couch. I grab and spin him around and crash my lips against his.

Seconds later our lips our moving in sync. He pushes me up agains a wall and grinds his crotch on mine. I moan rather loudly. I lick his bottom lip hoping for entrance which I am easily granted. I explore every detail of his mouth taking in all his flavors. I entangle my hands in his hair and he lets out a moan in my mouth. I realize that I am now very much hard in my lower region. Niall removes one of his hands from my hips and starts rubbing me through my jeans. He removes his lips from mine and plants sweet kisses down my neck until he reaches a certain spot and starts sucking. I throw my head back and grant him more access. His hands are now unbuttoning my trousers. Once they are loose he sticks his hand down my boxers and grabs my member. I gasp and reconnect my lips with his. He starts stroking my member gradually getting faster. I moan muiltiple times into his mouth until I finally release in his hand.

I slide down the wall panting heavily. Niall crouches down and sits next to me.

"I wasn't kidding Niall. I love you"

"I still love you too Harry. Obviously" he chuckes to himself.

"I'm sorry for what Derek did to you. And I'm sorry it took me so long to realize my feelings."

I rest my head on his lap and he starts playing with my hair.

"I'm kind of glad Derek did what he did because now I have you."

I look up into his eyes and smile. He smiles down on me. I love his smile. It's perfect. He perfect. I slowly start to fall asleep. I drift off into unconscious dreaming of the boy who I have been dreaming of for 10 months. The boy who is finally mine.

Niall.