one direction boyxboy one shots

Lirry

LIRRY

LIAM'S POV.

The first time I have ever smoked pot was in highshool. I was with a couple of my buddies and they were all doing it and asked me to. Who was I to say no? I took a couple puffs and coughed a lot. You don't get high the first time so I really didn't care for weed and I swore I would never do it again.

The second time, I was with Zayn and Harry and we were at a crazy party. I didn't want to do it. But Harry convinced me that the buzz would be worth it. And that is was. I was so relaxed out of my mind. I was jittery but a fun jittery. I was very talk-ative and a lot of people enjoyed my company.

Then Harry and I got together. Like we were a couple. I don't know how it happened, we never really talked about my dressing but he was my world. He was the only person that I actually loved to kiss. Soon out secret kisses behind the boys' back turned out to him asking me to be his secret boyfriend. It soon became not so secret. He said he loved me. He said I was his everything. I was his and he was mine, nothing or no one else mattered.

Then it happened.

************FLASHBACK***********

"What's wrong baby" I questioned Harry as he dodged all of my kisses I tried to plant on him.

"We need to talk." He said coldly. My heart rate increased and my breathing became unsteady. He sat me down on the couch, making sure he sat a good 2 feet away from me. He glared at me. His eyes cold but I could see something behind all the hatred, but I couldn't quite tell what it was.

"I was using you Liam. This was all a game. I dont love you like that. We can still be friends though."

To say I was taken back was an understatement. I couldn't move.

He had just broken my heart like it was no big deal. Like these last 7 months meant nothing.

"Bye" he said before walking out of my flat.

********END OF FLASHBACK*******

I remember that day like it was yesterday. The words replay in my head like a song you can't get out of your head.

I was using you Liam.

I don't love you like that.

The boys were informed about the break up. They know what he did to me. So when they all comforted Harry instead of me, well that was when I cracked.

The third time I smoked pot was a week after the breakup. I got a nice buzz but it wasn't enough. It didn't do enough for me. The pain was always still there.

Now here I am. Snorting the crack through the straw. I love the sensation. I might have upped my dose and my dealer said. I see these pills right next to the bag of crack and took one. I think I'm gonna like this. I mean crack is good for a couple months but just like pot it didn't give me the 'it' factor anymore. I know I have an addiction. But I don't care.

We were on our way to an interview. The buzz is still very much in its prime. It doesn't bother me though. It's easier to be around Harry. The boys have noticed my attidude change. Im not the 'daddy' any more and im a bit of a dick to the boys.

My vision is a little blurred all the sudden.

OH SHIT THATS A DRAGON. There's a fucking dragon in the van.

"AHHHHHHH" I screamed.

I felt someone shaking me. My vision isn't the best at the moment but I can see Harry's faint outline of his hair. I shake him off immideatly.

"Fuck off Harry I hate you! And there is more important shit! There's a fucking dragon in the van!"

Harry started to tear but quickly blinked them away and moved away from me.

No one has touched the dragon yet.

"NIALL. GET THE FUCKING DRAGON"

"Liam stop."

"Niall it's right there just get it please!" I don't know why but I started to cry.

"Niall please get it!"

Suddenly I was engulfed in a hug by the dragon.

"AHHH PLEASE STOP!!!" I sobbed, but it didn't let go.

I don't remember much after that.

Beep

Beep

Beep

I felt weak. I couldn't move. I opened my eyes and I saw I was in a white room.

"Ah Mr. Payne. Your finally up!"

"Finally?" I questioned.

"Mr Payne. We know about your drug addiction. About a month ago you passed out due to a mix of drugs and your friends brought you here where you were put in a self induced coma and were slowly weened off the drugs which is why you are feeling so weak."

Well that was a lot to take in. I just simply nodded and he jotted some crap on his board and walked out.

Two hours later I was greeted by all the boy who were giving me force/guilty smiles. This should be an intresting talk. I see Harry whisper some things to the boys and I am now just left with Harry. The boy who broke my heart.

Suddenly Harry bursts into tears and runs over to me and hugs me. I awkwardly pat him on the back. I couldn't help but notice that when he let go my whole bet felt colder.

"It's all my fault. Im so sorry. Li I am so sorry."

"It's not your fault you don't love me anymore. I just handled the break up badly. I should be fine now. Doctors said they weened me off the drugs. I don't get the urge anymore." I genuily smiled

"No Li you don't get it! I do love you!"

He doesn't mean it.

I just shake my head blinking back a few tears.

"No please Liam. I-I well when management found out about us, the-they threatened to kick you out of the band if I didn't break up with you. I-I tried to fight them but they were serious. I wouldn't let you get kicked out because of me so I broke up with you! And no one noticed what was wrong and the boys were comforting me because I couldn't handle not being with you! We didn't even notice what was going on with you! This is my fault. If I would have just stood up for us. I'm so stupid. But I NEVER stopped loving you. You're my soul mate Liam." He sobbed out the first part but whispers the rest.

I wrap him up in my arms and he lays his head on my chest still slightly sobbing causing my shirt to get wet. I didn't mind one bit.

"Please take me back. Please" he whispered/croaked into my chest.

"Always. I will always come back to you"

********10 YEARS LATER*********

I am happy to say I am 10 years free drugs and happily married to my beautiful husband of 7 years, Harry Styles.