one direction boyxboy one shots

Lilo

LILO

LOUIS POV

Dear Louis,

We have been in one direction for a year together and you want to know what I just figured out that I like you more than I should. A lot more. Like whenever I see you I want to kiss you and cuddle with you. Why am I writing you this? Well I am never going to give it to you but it is a way to vent my feelings. You looked so hot today Lou. I know these feelings are probably not good and I am 100% sure that you won't EVER feel the same way, but that's okay our friendship is fine with me for now! Okay we'll goodbye!

Love,

Liam

Dear Louis,

Okay I am definently in love with you. Who wouldn't though? You have the looks and the perfect personality. You can be hot, sexy, cute, and beautiful. Your eyes, I could stare into them forever. Your hilarious but you have that sensitive side. I don't know when I fell for you. Probably in the past couple months. It is getting hard because you and Eleanor are together. And I have Dani. Well she is the only one that knows about me, so she promised to be my 'beard' until I figure out what to do. She said I should tell you. No way. Why would a perfect boy like you love me. I know why. I am a guy. I hate labels though. I love you.

Love,

Liam

Dear Louis,

You came in my room crying today. You and Eleanor broke up. You said it was mutual but you were still crying. You must have really loved her. I wish I could be the one you love. It is getting really hard Lou. I can't/won't tell you. Maybe I'll ignore you till these feelings go away. It would be a long time and I don't know if I can stay away from you for that long.

Big love,

Liam

Dear Louis,

Well I told you and the lads that I was gay today. You laughed in my face and said "good joke Liam. That's disgusting". The lads shot you death glares but I was already bawling. The one person I wanted to accept me, didn't. I want to hate you for saying gays are disgusting. But I can't. I hate that I love you.

Love,

Liam

Dear Louis,

You apologized for the other day ad of course I forgave you. I can't stay mad at you even if I wanted to! It is a curse you have on me. You make me love you. This is your fault. Who am I kidding. Lou what would you do if I kissed you? It's eating me alive not know what your lips feel against mine.

Love,

Liam

Dear Louis,

I started ignoring you. It's getting to hard. I can hardly eat. I never go to sleep because I know I will just wake up with a wet dream about you. I'm scared you'll see me in the morning and I'll just be embarrassed and I will have to face rejection. I can't keep loving you knowing that you will never love me back.

Love

Liam

Dear louis,

You picked up on me ignoring you. You thought I hated you. Ha. How wrong are you. You started crying. I started tearing up knowing that I caused you pain. Fuck I'm so stupid. I just love you so much. I almost told your that I loved you. Good thing I stopped my self. Could you imagine?

Fuck Lou. I love you so much. I will never ignore you again.

Love,

Liam

I set the letter down. Liam loved me back? Only harry knows. I grinned. The boy I have been in love with for months loves me back!

I hear the door open. Shit I try to put the letter back under the papers where I found them.

"Lou, SHIT LOU. DON'T LOOK AT THOSE ARE STUPID? THAT'S PRIVATE! Oh my gosh Lou. Don't hate me please. I can't deal with you hating me! Lou I-I"

"Liam shut up. I don't hate you."

"Thank you so much."

"I love you too Liam. Like I am in love you "

Before he could speak I ran up to him as cupped his face and smashed my lips to mine.

Sparks

Fireworks.

Alll sorts of cliche shit.

The kiss broke too soon.

"I love you so much Louis. I am so glad you read through my things. I would have never told you in person."

"Me too. I love you. "

We kissed again.

Sparks.