one direction boyxboy one shots

Narry

NARRY

Lost and insecure..

"I cant do this anymore Niall."

"Wh-what Harry?"

"You're just so clingy, and plain and I just can't do it anymore Niall. It's not like this is your first break up. You'll get over it."

"Harry I'll stop just don't leave!"

"I met someone else. Okay Niall? Just get over it, bye"

Harry left. He walked out and left Harry a blubbering mess. He had no idea what happened to his relationship. Had Harry really met someone else? Niall knew he wasn't perfect and thats why he was so clingy he guesses because he didn't want Harry to find someone else. Obviously that didn't work. Niall got up and cried his way to the bathroom where his razor was. He hasn't done it since he got together with Harry. He didn't feel the need because throught out their whole relationship Harry would tell him how perfect he was and how he shouldn't change. He looked down at the razor he clutched in his hand then glanced at his wrist. One completley free of cuts, one has a lot of faded lines. 

He took the razor and slashed the wrist two times. One for thinking Harry actually loved him and the second because the first felt so good. He cried the whole time and the salt from his tears stung his new gashes.

He quickly banaged it up and crawled under his covers and cried himself to sleep.

You found me, you found me..

Three months passed and Niall has moved in with his best mate Liam. He hasn't gone back to work and he hasn't stopped cutting. He feels empty inside. Nothing has cheered him up. 

"Niall please come out grocrey shopping with me. You need to get out. Please Niall"

Niall knows Liam is trying his harderst and he knows that he needs to get out of this bed so he agrees to go to the store with Liam.

"Just give me one second Li!"

He rund to the bathroom and looks in the mirror. He thinks of how pathetic he is. No wonder Harry broke up with him. He is ugly, pathetic, disgusting, weird, and worthless. So he cuts 6 times. Their little but deeper than his longer ones. He cuts 5 for being all those things and 1 for Harry still not loving him.

He bandages up, puts on a hoodie and him and liam head out to the store. He follows Liam around not speaking (like always). He hears laughing from behind him and he hates the sound of other people being happy. He glances behind him and almost collapses. Its Harry but hes not alone, he is with another guy. Short, blue eyes, carmel colored hair and nice cheekbones. He locks eyes with Harry and Niall doesn't feel like he has a heart anymore because it has been broken so many times he feels like its not even there anymore. Harry has every single bit of his heart.

Niall doens't say anything to Liam before running out of the grocrey store and hiding away in Liams car. When Liam comes out to the car he doesn't say anything. He knew what happened. So he just drove them back to Liams flat where Niall ran up to his bathroom and cut 4 times on the top of his thigh. They were long and deep cuts. The deepest he has ever cut. 

That night he thinks about dying. Cause at that moment it seem a lot better then being tortured by his exboyfriend who he is still head over heels with. 

Lyin on the floor

A couple more weeks pass and Niall still isn't any better. He thinks Liam has given up on him and he isn't surprised. He has pushed Liam away because all he wants is Harry. All he needs is Harry.

He has no one. 

He walks to the bathroom  and pulls out his new razor. He made Liam get it for him because he conviced Liam he needed a newer sharper one to shave with. Liam didn't even question it.