The First

.14.

The next day Ruby and Jamal came to pick me up and walk me to school. 

Because mama was working double shifts I had promised Jamal that I'd stay at Monses till he came back from running an errand for his dad. 

So after school Monse, Cesar Ruby and I walked home and I chilled at Monses for a few. 

Jamal had finally gotten back.

"Hey baby come with me" he said as he picked me up from Monse's. 

"My parents aren't home. I wanted to sneak you in so you can spend the night" Jamal said. 

"Baby no. I don't wanna have you lying to your parents like that. I'll be fine home" I replied. 

"You promised me you'd cooperate with my safety rules babe. Now look, my parents won't be home till late. We can go get something to eat and come back and you can hide in my closet when my parents say goodnight and then you come sleep in bed with your J. Daddy. My parents leave before me so you can shower here and we head to school" Jamal said. 

"But what if they find me babe. Plus I have no clothes" I asked.

"They wont babe. I promise. And I actually brought you something while I was out. I had everything planned." He said while taking me to his room. 

On the bed was a cute black t shirt, a pair of jeans, a thong, a bra to match, socks and a teddy bear with a card. 

"This is for you baby girl. I got you some clothes and this teddy bear for when you feel scared and I'm not around. It has my cologne on it so it reminds you of me. & this card…" He said while passing me the bear and card.

I opened the card and Jamal had written the sweetest thing ive ever read. 

"Tasha. Thank you for being my first. From the first moment I laid eyes on you were the first. The first girl to give me butterflies, the first girl who took my breath away, the first girl I shared my body with. The first girl who gave me something bigger and better to care about. The first face I want to see when I wake up and go to bed. 

Tasha youre my first love. 

I'm sorry for my reaction yesterday and I just want you to know as long as I'm in your life I will promise to love and protect you baby girl"

I had tears in my eyes. 

"Babe that was the sweetest thing I've ever read" I said while giving him a hug and kiss. 

"And I meant every word. I love you Tasha. I know it seems soon but with all that's happened in my life I learned that life is too short not to forgive, forget and just love life." He said while gently placing small soft kisses on my neck. 

"Let me stop. I don't want to trigger any memories of what happened yesterday." He said while hugging me tightly. 

"I appreciate that a lot. I'm not really ready to have sex yet. Im still in pain, ''I whispered. 

"I'm so sorry baby. I promise I won't do anything until you say its okay" He said.

I kissed him and smiled. 

"Lets get something to eat before I'm stuck in your closet for who knows how long" I joked. 

"Anything for my baby girl" he replied. 

We went and got some burgers and came back to eat. 

Around 930 his parents came home. 

I quickly hid in his closet. 

"I'll be back babe" he whispered. 

In about 20 minutes Jamal came back and closed and locked his bedroom door. 

"You can come out now babe. My parents are tired. They're gonna shower and watch tv in bed." He softly said. 

I quietly got out of his closet and he grabbed me and spun me around the room while hugging me. 

"Bed?" He asked.

"Yes please" i replied. 

We got in bed and Jamal held me in his arms. 

"I wish I could do this with you every night" he whispered. 

I looked up at him and kissed him. 

His soft lips and strong arms wiped away all anxiety I had been building up. 

He cupped my face, pulled away and kissed my forehead. 

"You have a dangerous kiss" Jamal said with a smile. 

"You know, its alright if you wanna do stuff. Just be gentle" I whispered. 

"Are you sure" he asked. 

I nodded my head yes and smiled at him.

He kissed me again and we ended up making out. He pulled away after a few minutes and smiled at me. 

"Excuse my boner." He chuckled as he noticed that it poked me in my thigh.

I took it out of his pants and began jerking him off. 

"Fuck" he whispered under his breath.

Jamal reached over for a condom and slid it on. He held his body above mine and very gently and slowly slid inside me. 

He took his time and wasn't too rough. It felt amazing. Nothing like what I felt with Latrelle. 

I had to cover my mouth from moaning, but Jamal had made me cum 2 times before he finished. 

"Damn baby girl. I missed stroking it inside of you..are you in any pain" Jamal said while disposing his condom.

"No babe. That was amazing actually. It felt so good" i said still in shock. 

"Well don't look too surprised babe. I know I'm new to this but I have a few tricks up my sleeve. You're guaranteed an orgasam at least once, every time we make love" he replied. 

I softly giggle and cleaned up with a wet towelette Jamal had in his room.

We got back in bed, cuddled and went straight to bed. 

The next morning I woke up and Jamal was still asleep. It wasn't long before his alarm rang. 

He opened his eyes and looked at me with a smile. 

"Good morning baby girl" he said while kissed my forehead. 

"Morning babe" i replied with a smile. 

He got out of bed, stretched, and went to check if his parents were still home. 

"Coast is clear" he yelled. 

He ran into the bed room and jumped on top of me in bed. 

"How about a lil quicky and a shower together" he asked with a huge smile. 

"Sounds good to me" i giggled.

I pulled him by the shirt and kissed him. Next thing we knew, we were both naked rolling around on his bed having passionate sex. Jamal had held and kissed almost every part of my body. I had felt things I never felt before. 

We both came at the same time and ran off to shower together before we were late to school.