GUYS I'M UPDATING BC SOMETHING VERY COOL HAPPENED YESTERDAY. so if u know the band hey violet yeah they open for 5sos, so apparently i got a follow from their drummer. non other than nia lovelis, shes so perf.
I'M JUST SO FUCKING HAPPY SO HERE IS AN UPDATE. HOPE U ALL LIKE IT. WITH ALL THE LOVE FROM MY FANGIRL HEART! XX YSOVEL
luke
The knocks on my door were non-stop and I didn't want to get up. I was too lazy, after reading all her messages, after receiving all her emails and all her voicemails, I felt like complete shit.
She ditched me so she could text with Michael. Michael fucking Clifford, the guy I hated the most. He was such a gamer geek but he tried to look as punk as he could, I should've warned her to stay away from him but I didn't.
I opened the door and to my surprise that it was Jane. I could see the worry in her eyes.
"Don;t even try anything on me. You ditched me for Michael!" I shouted angrily at her and I could see she was lost for words.
"I'm really so so so so sorry! I just lost track of time but i swear i wouldn't want to ditch you. Never in a million years!" her words felt true and I knew that I wouldn't be able to resist her, she was just so intoxicating.
Knowing that I was gonna forgive her sooner or later, I decided to hug her and leave a kiss on top of her head.
"it's fine, I just over reacted plus I look way better than Michael right?" she pulled away quickly and gave me a smugged look.
"Oh are you sure? It felt like I was digging his red hair." and I just ruffled her hair.
"Of course you look better than him! Your god damn Luke Robert Hemmings!" she cheered.
So we were back like the usual.
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2 tubs of ice creams, 4 boxes of pizzas and 2 cans of cokes.
We were finally done watching all the disney movies that I had. Jane yawned and looked at me.
"Hey I wanna bring you somewhere cool!" she beamed.
"Okay where?" i asked.
"Just get dressed and get your car keys and a blanket."
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We were walking across grass for about five minutes already and I was getting tired.
"Where are we going?" I asked and she just tugged my arm.
Later on we reached an area clear of grass and Jane took the blanket from me, placing it on the ground and just laid down and so I copied her.
"What are we doing again?"
"Watching the stars." she replied and I looked at her, she had an amazed look on her face and eyes were twinkling like the stars.
"They're beautiful, aren't they?" she rolled over my side and hugged me, one hand pointing at the sky.
"Yes they are." I reply.
"Just like you." I mutter.
"What did you say?" she asked.
"Oh nothing. Hey lay your head on my chest." I guided her and I knew that she can hear my heartbeat.
I felt different around her right now, we were both tangled up. Her head resting on my chest, her leg drapped across my side like her other arm and I had my arms around her waist. It felt amazing to be with her and I just new it deep inside.
She was just too beautiful, she was just too amazing, she was just too intruiging.
"Hey Jane, what's step three, the last step?" I whisper in her ear.
"Oh. Uh, it's to find someone you love, or something." she replied.
And maybe I've completely moved on. And maybe I didn't just had a crush on Jane. Maybe I actually love her?
And at that very moment I knew, I am in love with Jane Corazon Rivera.
