The Final Goodbye [SEQUEL] (Harry Styles)

Chapter 5

1 Week Later

"Are you sure you want to do this?"

"Yeah." Sarah gripped Harry's hand harder.

The boys would be there any minute now. She was extremely nervous, but she knew she coud trust them.

"Hey Haz! I missed you so much!" Louis hugged Harry.

"Geez! Lou it's only been a week."

Sarah laughed and Larry Stylinson came to mind.

The rest of them came in and sat down on the couch and recliners.

"So what was so important?" Zayn rested his elbows on his knees.

Harry looked to Sarah and she gave im a tiny smile.

"There's something we need to tell you guys, but you can't tell anyone. Not yet at least."

Liam leaned back and crossed his arms. "What is it?"

Harry sighed, and glanced at Sarah who was avoiding everyone's eyes. "Shall we start from the beggining?"

She nodded her head and he put an arm around her. He leaned in and whispered. "You okay?"

Again she nodded her head, so he spoke to the boys again.

"Well you see Sarah wasn't feeling well so she went to the doctor." He continued to tell them the story and when he finished he saw that they all were shocked and Sarah was still staring at the ground.

"I'm so sorry." Louis said breathlessly.

"I need some water." Sarah stood up and walked into the kitchen.

"I can't believe it." Niall scratched the back of his head.

"Me either." Harry whispered to himself.

Sarah came back with a bottle of water and sat next to Harry.

"Knowing you, you'll beat this." Liam smiled.

"I hope so." She said sadly. She had layed awake many times thinking of what would happen if she died.

"I know you will, and the doctors said you had a good chance." Harry slung his arm around her shoulders and she layed her head on his shoulder.

They had told him that, but it was becase she told them to. In reality she was getting worse everyday. She didn't want Harry to know about it, but the doctor gave her two years to livee so she begged them to tell Harry she was getting better, but she wasn't.

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3 Days Later

Sarah was sitting in the black chair outside of the Luekemia center waiting for the doctor to come speak to her. She was about to get her fourth dose of chemotherapy, and she was dreading it.

She was brushing her hair the morning before after showering, and when she looked at her brush there was hair stuck in the bristles. The chemotherapy had already started making her hair fall out. The doctors had warned her about it, but she didn't think it would happen so soon. This was another thing she was keeping from Harry.

"Mrs. Styles you may come in now." Ironically her doctor was Dr. Smith, her maiden name. He gave her a friendly smile and she walked into the small room and layed down on the bed.

He hooked her up to an IV and started the machine. She had to lay there for an hour until the medicine was all in her system. When Harry came to pick her up he had to help her walk because she was still dizzy and was extremely tired. Another side effect.

Whe they got home Harry helped Sarah to the bed. She was asleep before her head hit the pillow.

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She woke up to the wonderful smell of food. She sat up slowly, checking that her head was okay now. It was, so she made her way to the kitchen. Harry was leaning agaisnt the counter playing on his laptop. Something was cooking on the stove.

"Have I ever told you how glad I am that you can cook." Harry jumped and shut his laptop quickly.

That was strange. She brushed it off as he started walking towards her.

"No, but you could show me how glad you are." He smirked and pressed their lips together.

"I smell food!" Adam came running into the kitchen followed by James and Ryan.

"Ewww Not again!" James covered his face.

"Every time." Harry said under his breath.

"Mommy your home!" Sarah laughed quietly and hugged James and Adam.

"Oh yeah Ryan's spending the night with us." Harry stated.

"So what are we having?" James walked over to the stove.

"Tacos." Harry smiled to himself. He loved tacos.

"Don't get to close James." Sarah sat down at the table and pulled out her phone.

They ate and then Sarah put the kids to bed while Harry showered. He was still in the shower when she finished so she walked back into the kitchen to get something to drink.

Harry's laptop was still sitting there and she really wanted to know why he was being so secretive so she opened it.

She looked at the screen that popped up. On one tab was a page about Luekemia and the other was messages to Louis.

Harry: Hey Lou!

Louis: Hey Haz!

Harry: Can I talk to you about something?

Louis: You can talk to me about anything curly:p

Harry: I'm really scared

Louis: of what?

Harry: That Sarah's going to...you know.

Sarah froze. How could he think that? This is exactly why she didn't want to tell him. She continued reading.

Louis: I thought the doctor said she was getting better?

Harry: He did, but something tells me he's lying

Louis: Why?

Harry: You saw Sarah, she looks sick

Louis: Because she is

Harry: I don't know, maybe I'm just being paranoid

Louis: You've always done that...

Harry: The thing that scares me the most is that last night I was lying awake in bed and I thought about what would happen if she died and the first thought that came to my head was that I'd have to kill myself because I couldn't live without her

Louis: Harry! don't say that! what about the kids? They need you now!

Harry: I don't know what to do Lou.

Louis: I'm sure Sarah will be fine.

That was the last message. Sarah felt a tear run down her cheek so she grabbed her car keys and walked out to her car. She started the engine and started driving she didn't know where she was going, she just needed to clear her head.

She pulled up at a park and sat down at one of the benches. Luckily her headphone were in her car she she listened to music trying to block out the world. It made her feel better, and she found herself wanting to be alone more often. She just hoped Harry would understand.

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