The Final Goodbye [SEQUEL] (Harry Styles)

Harry's Letter

Dear Harry,

I don't even know where to begin. I guess i'll start with I'm sorry. If I wasn't in so much pain all the time I would have fought the cancer longer, but I couldn't take it anymore. Please understand and don't be mad at me. I'm sorry I left you alone, but i know I'll see you soon.

Harry you were everything to me. I loved you so very much and I can't imagine my life without you. You listened to me, you gave me anything i wanted, you loved me, and you put up with my crap. We have four beautiful children who need you now. Please don't turn your back on them. They trust you, and you're all they have left.

Harry I just thought I'd let you know why I love you, so here goes. Your funny, talented, smart, handsome, understanding, caring, loving, sweet, and amazing in so many ways! I love you and don't you dare forget that! Harry I will ALWAYS love you no matter what. I will be waiting for you in heaven when it's your time. Who knows when that will be, but I will be waiting.

I'm scared of what's going to happen to me, but I know that I will be safe in God's arms once my spirit is lifted. Harry I'm really sorry. I just feel like I can't say I'm sorry enough, I'm so sorry.

I know you're going to be upset, but please don't shut the world out like I did once before. It's not worth it. It won't do you any good. If something happens, just remember they're trying to help you. I told them to look after you. You took care of me these past fifteen years and now it's my turn to take care of you, but since I'm not here to do it they are going to do it for me.

Harry anything of mine you want is yours. My heart is yours to keep. I love you so much! I'm really going to miss you.

You did everything you could so don't blame yourself for this. Just having you there with me made me happier than you could ever imagine. Thankyou for your support it really helped. I don't think I would have lived as long if it wasn't for you.

When I met you it was the happiest day of my life, but then you took me on a date and it was the happiest day of my life, but yet again you changed it. Our wedding day was the happiest day of my life, but now I see that everyday I spent with you was the happiest day of my life. I still get goose bumps everytime you call me "babe" I will always be your baby.

Goodbye Harry.

                                                                                                     Love Sarah